Sex before you ctb?

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

I'm sorry to hear that you get the feeling of not being good enough.. Hope you are not too hard on yourself, coz I believe you are more than good enough, just like any other woman out there.. Hugs <3 xxx

Have you only really had good experiences with women, Andy? I'm just curious. I love women but have honestly endured a ton of scummy shit from them too. I tend to be very careful in my praise of them.

Anyway no, I don't feel much from sex anymore, likely due to years of depression and pills.

 

[AndyCurious]

Have you only really had good experiences with women, Andy? I'm just curious. I love women but have honestly endured a ton of scummy shit from them too. I tend to be very careful in my praise of them.

Anyway no, I don't feel much from sex anymore, likely due to years of depression and pills.

No, I've had some real bad experiences with women too, and they may say the same about me, but it's ok...
Sorry to hear about the depression and pills, life is hard for sure..

 

[Shewaitsforme]

The more i hate myself the more i have sex with strangers so yep already happening

 

[AndyCurious]

The more i hate myself the more i have sex with strangers so yep already happening

I feel the opposite, that girl doesn't even wanna be near me or touch me...

 

[NewDelhiGuy]

I'm not even sure if I could think about sex if i had a fleshed our plan to CTB. Hell, crippling depression killed most of my once powerful sex drive.

I would suggest, 200 (100mg 2x) a week ofof testosterone injection a week will bring you back in your teens...
It can even get difficult to keep up with the demand.
It is a great anti depressant..

 

[Fucking loving it]

The more i hate myself the more i have sex with strangers so yep already happening

Me manic....

 

[Zaynaldeen]

I don't take part in fornication and I'm a virgin, so no.

 

[TheLastTrip]

Probably not unless it was with someone I knew well enough, like NoOneKnows said then really I need someone with some sort of connection to make it enjoyable for me.

 

[okyeah]

I'm stunted in some weird way so I'm involuntarily celibate now. Part of the reason I'm going to kill myself

Apparently I look decent but whenever women start talking to me they dislike me or look at me like a little brother.

 

[LostitAll]

Forget the sex, Hell I wouldn't mind if a woman just said hello to me or a simple touch. Already tried a hooker, it didn't turn out as I thought it would be but all well. Guess I'll die a virgin.

Better to die a virgin than to die of AIDS.

 

[LostitAll]

I'm stunted in some weird way so I'm involuntarily celibate now. Part of the reason I'm going to kill myself

Apparently I look decent but whenever women start talking to me they dislike me or look at me like a little brother.

That's horrible! Society is so fixated on how people look rather than the way they act.
I'm so fed up with that bullshit. I mean people getting bullied over the stupidest reasons.

 

[okyeah]

That's horrible! Society is so fixated on how people look rather than the way they act.
I'm so fed up with that bullshit. I mean people getting bullied over the stupidest reasons.

I think you misread haha. I look fine. But it's the way I act that is apparently offputting.

 

[LostitAll]

I think you misread haha. I look fine. But it's the way I act that is apparently offputting.

Well if they can't accept you for who you are then who needs em'...

 

[TiredHorse]

Can't get a hard on without thinking of my beloved ex getting knocked up by the man she left me for. Presto... <flop>!

She taught me the difference between sex and making love. Ye gods, is making love wonderful! Then she left and now I can't do either.

Can't imagine anyone being interested in me --but can't leave the house to find anyone to disprove that, anyway.

 

[Voldmort]

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[Roph]

Probably not. I have no friends nor friends with benefits.

 

[Schopenhauer]

If I'm able to plan it in advance (with N on my hands, this will be a certainty), I intend to go to a high-class stablishment, get myself two gorgeous girls, expend a $1000 and have myself a last party. No emotional connection, just the mechanics of sex. Good enough for me. These girls can be marvelous. I deserve this indulgence one last time.

 

[Idorus]

It would be horrible to have great seks and then die … something impossible to Imagine. Although ofcourse this isn't about great seks, u're right. Great seks is a rarity.

@ can't use the x for se* here, how weird, the word is only allowed to use in my own language.

 

[RainAndSadness]

As someone who had sex. It's not that great. I know it's a strong desire of some people though. And I had the same desire to experience it at least once before I lost my virginity. Which actually didn't happen that long ago. I know many members here experienced a lot of rejection, which is one of their reasons to leave. And I understand that and I hope you find a chance to fulfill your desires. But I personally think sex is overrated.

 

[Sick Boy]

Having sex before ctb can trigger you an euphoric state on your brain,and that can cause you having second thoughts about ctb
so probably is not a good idea

 

[bigj75]

Probably not unless it was with someone I knew well enough, like NoOneKnows said then really I need someone with some sort of connection to make it enjoyable for me.

Lol not for me. I get drunk as hell and fuck a random escort like there is no tomorrow and enjoy the hell out of it.

 

[Hiraeth]

i have meltdowns either during sex or after sex so i could probably make it work in my favor
i'd more than likely do it with someone random and then ctb.
that way they wouldnt even have to know and i could ruin my last little bit of self respect

 

[TiredHorse]

Oh Hiraeth, I'm so, so sorry. I know something of what that's like.

 

[bigj75]

i have meltdowns either during sex or after sex so i could probably make it work in my favor
i'd more than likely do it with someone random and then ctb.
that way they wouldnt even have to know and i could ruin my last little bit of self respect

we don't know each other.

 

[Hiraeth]

we don't know each other.

you gotta bring the tissues though in case i start crying half way through lmfao

 

[bigj75]

you gotta bring the tissues though in case i start crying half way through lmfao

 

[NoOneKnows]

Lol not for me. I get drunk as hell and fuck a random escort like there is no tomorrow and enjoy the hell out of it.

oh

 

[swanfil]

Something that I'm sure does cross a lot of our minds.

After nearly a year since my beautiful girlfriend took her life those stupid animal urges kicked in and I had the chance to sleep with someone, I failed to perform thanks to booze and anxiety. Then randomly I had an opportunity with another girl (this is unheard of for me to get one chance let alone two)
I regretted it because I had so little attraction to them and while it wasn't bad I just felt so wrong and hollow after.

I feel like I've done myself a great disservice as I should've just left it as the last person I made love with in this world being the love of my life, not some meaningless hookup.

 

[OnlyMercy]

I'd like to try my hand at a genuinely meaningful relationship one more time before I leave this world. It's implied that sex would be involved however it's the connection I truly seek.

But then again it might be best to keep things strictly physical and not too emotional to limit grief from when I revoke my life.

 

[bigj75]

Bruh. I'm always down for some sex.

But more importantly. It would have to be with the right person, and we'd have to have the right chemistry. If it was a day or two before I decided to CTB, I still wouldn't decline. Good sex isn't going to wash away a life of pain and suffering.

True but in the moment I'm gonna be yelling like an ape from the dopamine rush of pounding it from behind. Lol