Sex before you ctb?

[peachesNpoison]

this conversation

typical pickup line.

 

[Swisher]

Not interested in meaningless sex.
Would love to be in love and make love.
But I was raped when I was 12 years old.
Since then cannot have intimate relations with men.
Seems hopeless.

One more reason to ctb.

No. No. No. I can't have intimate relationships with men and by that I mean, "Oh, love you too, shnookums see you tonight kiss kiss. Love you." The rest is fine but I'd like too kick the living tar out of someone who "victimizes any woman especially one that isn't...a woman, I mean (12yrs old?)...name of said pedophile please? ( Oh, 12, 32 or 47 plus or minus- all qualify). I'm so Sorry.

 

[bigj75]

I actually had this conversation last night with a friend IRL

 

[Swisher]

I actually had this conversation last night with a friend IRL

I actually had this conversation last night with a friend IRL

I'm sorry but could I just have some before!!!!

 

[bigj75]

no sex just yet. I found a natural drug that makes me not want to ctb right now.

 

[Swisher]

I've noticed quite a few people aren't too keen on this thread. My intentions were not to offend anyone. But sex is a great thing to experience and something not everyone gets to do. So it can be comforting in your last moments.

So what are you doing tomorrow?

 

[MsM3talGamer]

If I have sex then I won't have any energy left to CTB.

 

[Swisher]

no sex just yet. I found a natural drug that makes me not want to ctb right now.

Well?

 

[CuriousAboutThis]

Well, I already lost my virginity in a questionable way yes forgive my sin or not I paid for sex virgin insecurities caught to me I don't want to treat women like that again but sure it would be nice with a woman although being an American Indonesian guy... well haha you know.

 

[bigj75]

So what are you doing tomorrow?

Working tomorrow.

If I have sex then I won't have any energy left to CTB.

That's why you gotta drink some coffee first. Lol

Well?

it doesn't work for everyone but it's kratom. Makes me motivated to make some money.

 

[CuriousAboutThis]

Not interested in meaningless sex.
Would love to be in love and make love.
But I was raped when I was 12 years old.
Since then cannot have intimate relations with men.
Seems hopeless.

One more reason to ctb.

Shit, I don't know the truth about my conception other than I am on the other end of the spectrum where if this is true by the way I may be better ignorant that I am a by product of rape and my birth mother was twelve years old and I may have a great life more or less like everyone else but I still think about suicide from time to time I may or may not be ready for CTB but I have only attempted suicide once and have freedom again after going to the psych ward aka looney bin for a week or so forgot how long I was there sorry you had to go through that.

 

[Wastedlife]

sex is the last thing i want to do before ctb, i wouldnt even think of that. i love to have sex before ctb but i dont think its going happen ever rofl

 

[CuriousAboutThis]

sex is the last thing i want to do before ctb, i wouldnt even think of that. i love to have sex before ctb but i dont think its going happen ever rofl

Yeah, I know how you feel if I choose to actually carry out a CTB with someone which have within emailing back and forth but not certain if I am ready to go despite I know there are consequences if this all fails and we all suffered our existence heaven and hell within the mind and body and also on this earth within existence itself.

 

[Pegasus]

Highly unlikely since I disgust the girl that I like ...

 

[bigj75]

Highly unlikely since I disgust the girl that I like ...

get a Escort.

 

[cu1len]

I would but I'm still a virgin and socially awkward sooooooo :/

 

[bigj75]

I would but I'm still a virgin and socially awkward sooooooo :/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/data/avatars/m/4/4526.jpg?1546629944

I'm gonna buy you a escort. Lol

 

[cu1len]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/data/avatars/m/4/4526.jpg?1546629944

I'm gonna buy you a escort. Lol

nah lol imma girl heh

 

[Death.]

I only live for women, family, cars and sex.

So sex before I killed myself of course lol

 

[LostGirl]

I wouldn't look for it proactively but I wouldn't mind if the right person comes along. After all, what have I got to lose?

 

[Death.]

I wouldn't look for it proactively but I wouldn't mind if the right person comes along. After all, what have I got to lose?

This makes sense. I like reason and if all money, jobs, hobbies and toys taken away maybe sex is all there is for pleasure.