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Swisher

Swisher

Black as coal
Sep 9, 2018
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Not interested in meaningless sex.
Would love to be in love and make love.
But I was raped when I was 12 years old.
Since then cannot have intimate relations with men.
Seems hopeless.

One more reason to ctb.
No. No. No. I can't have intimate relationships with men and by that I mean, "Oh, love you too, shnookums see you tonight kiss kiss. Love you." The rest is fine but I'd like too kick the living tar out of someone who "victimizes any woman especially one that isn't...a woman, I mean (12yrs old?)...name of said pedophile please? ( Oh, 12, 32 or 47 plus or minus- all qualify). I'm so Sorry.
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
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I actually had this conversation last night with a friend IRL
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
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no sex just yet. I found a natural drug that makes me not want to ctb right now.
 
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Swisher

Swisher

Black as coal
Sep 9, 2018
388
I've noticed quite a few people aren't too keen on this thread. My intentions were not to offend anyone. But sex is a great thing to experience and something not everyone gets to do. So it can be comforting in your last moments.
So what are you doing tomorrow?
 
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MsM3talGamer

Voluntary deletion
Nov 28, 2018
1,504
If I have sex then I won't have any energy left to CTB.
 
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CuriousAboutThis

Uncertainty in life uncertainty for the next life
Dec 30, 2018
533
Well, I already lost my virginity in a questionable way yes forgive my sin or not I paid for sex virgin insecurities caught to me I don't want to treat women like that again but sure it would be nice with a woman although being an American Indonesian guy... well haha you know.
 
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CuriousAboutThis

Uncertainty in life uncertainty for the next life
Dec 30, 2018
533
Not interested in meaningless sex.
Would love to be in love and make love.
But I was raped when I was 12 years old.
Since then cannot have intimate relations with men.
Seems hopeless.

One more reason to ctb.

Shit, I don't know the truth about my conception other than I am on the other end of the spectrum where if this is true by the way I may be better ignorant that I am a by product of rape and my birth mother was twelve years old and I may have a great life more or less like everyone else but I still think about suicide from time to time I may or may not be ready for CTB but I have only attempted suicide once and have freedom again after going to the psych ward aka looney bin for a week or so forgot how long I was there sorry you had to go through that.
 
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Wastedlife

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Dec 23, 2018
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sex is the last thing i want to do before ctb, i wouldnt even think of that. i love to have sex before ctb but i dont think its going happen ever rofl
 
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CuriousAboutThis

Uncertainty in life uncertainty for the next life
Dec 30, 2018
533
sex is the last thing i want to do before ctb, i wouldnt even think of that. i love to have sex before ctb but i dont think its going happen ever rofl

Yeah, I know how you feel if I choose to actually carry out a CTB with someone which have within emailing back and forth but not certain if I am ready to go despite I know there are consequences if this all fails and we all suffered our existence heaven and hell within the mind and body and also on this earth within existence itself.
 
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Pegasus

Pegasus

Experienced
Dec 15, 2018
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Highly unlikely since I disgust the girl that I like ...
 
cu1len

cu1len

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Jan 3, 2019
86
I would but I'm still a virgin and socially awkward sooooooo :/
 
bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
I would but I'm still a virgin and socially awkward sooooooo :/
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/data/avatars/m/4/4526.jpg?1546629944

I'm gonna buy you a escort. Lol
 
Death.

Death.

Student
Jan 5, 2019
140
I only live for women, family, cars and sex.

So sex before I killed myself of course lol
 
LostGirl

LostGirl

My time has come
Dec 3, 2018
185
I wouldn't look for it proactively but I wouldn't mind if the right person comes along. After all, what have I got to lose?
 
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Death.

Student
Jan 5, 2019
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I wouldn't look for it proactively but I wouldn't mind if the right person comes along. After all, what have I got to lose?
This makes sense. I like reason and if all money, jobs, hobbies and toys taken away maybe sex is all there is for pleasure.
 
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