serious about dying with full suspension. let's be friends until we pass away with this? help each other out 🙈

[happysunnydayy]

I'm serious about cbting with full suspension.. I feel all alone and I think if it's also your method we can talk about it and be friends?

 

[Cepheuss]

Hey im happy to talk :) im either gonna ctb in may or September

 

[InTheAbyss]

I'm serious about cbting with full suspension.. I feel all alone and I think if it's also your method we can talk about it and be friends?

I'd be happy to talk too.

 

[boyafraid]

I'm serious about cbting with full suspension.. I feel all alone and I think if it's also your method we can talk about it and be friends?

Hii I'm planning on ctb through full suspension in a couple of weeks! Pms are open I think lol

 

[no_one_will_know]

should we make a group chat?

 

[happysunnydayy]

I've discord DM me your IDs ) or any other socials

 

[amber0011]

Im thinking of ending it Sunday when my family will be gone most of the day. But I have no confidence in my ability to succeed hanging myself. Im kind of slow to understand plus high anxiety. If I fail my mother might put me back in the hospital or on the streets.

 

[romanbrown]

lets be friendsssss

 

[The Dead Line]

me too

 

[happysunnydayy]

me too

hi

 

[SadPingu]

I'd be up for a discord where I can say things I can't elsewhere. If I did it this is how I'd choose to go. I know you can see I've been here a while. Stopped posting a long time ago but now back after things are getting rough again.

 

[The Dead Line]

hi

I mean me too I want to join the discord server or something

 

[Chito and Yuuri]

Hey there, just wanted to also reach out and say that I hope you're doing better right now. I recommend getting into something that makes you feel so proud that you wanna continue doing it again and again, such as biking. Also, if you want a friend then I'm always here to help out with whatever might be needed!

 

[cait_sith]

It my method too

 

[chaoschuckler]

Im doing it asap and we can do it together if u can travel to Visakhapatnam?

 

[SadPingu]

If anyone does want to set up a discord chat I'm happy to set up something.

 

[ThatsAllFolks2218]

Hi there, I've seen you tried to send a chat to me. I'm not able to chat yet on this forum

 

[SadPingu]

Swn

Add me if u r creating a gc. @chaoschuckler

Sent you a friend request on Discord. I use a different name though. But my profile pic incs a dog

 

[happysunnydayy]

If anyone does want to set up a discord chat I'm happy to set up something.

You can set it up I've some fsh buddies

 

[happysunnydayy]

Hi there, I've seen you tried to send a chat to me. I'm not able to chat yet on this forum

Share your discord id

 

[LastDayOnEarth]

Im planning partial but might do full since it's apparently a more successful method but idk

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

Fantasizing about full after backing out of partial again. Probably never got enough of a squeeze for it to work anyway.

 

[sickofeverything]

Fantasizing about full after backing out of partial again. Probably never got enough of a squeeze for it to work anyway.

I tried full and couldn't pass out just lots of pain so hoping partial/choking game works for me

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

I tried full and couldn't pass out just lots of pain so hoping partial/choking game works for me

I'm afraid of that. Partial allows you to find a sweet spot.

Could you please tell the story of your full attempt? How long did you hang, how'd you get down, what damage was there? Thanks

 

[sickofeverything]

I'm afraid of that. Partial allows you to find a sweet spot.

Could you please tell the story of your full attempt? How long did you hang, how'd you get down, what damage was there? Thanks

I'm struggling to find the sweet spot and partial, I really want to pass out quick but nothing I seem to do is working, I've watched the videos and I'm trying to re-create it and they all seem to pass out so quickly I don't know what to do. I'm thinking of drinking and just gunning it and hoping I pass out if I'm drunk, but I don't know. Were you able to find your sweet spot?

I did time the full attempt. I believe I was hanging fully for around 5 to 7 seconds I'm unsure. The chair was next to me and when I didn't pass out and felt extreme pain and choking I got back on it and un tightened the noose. It hurt to swallow and eat and drink for the next few days and had neck pain to the touch, but since it was a short amount of time, there wasn't bruising or visible mark.

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

Were you able to find your sweet spot?

Sort of. I'd certainly like it to be more comfortable. I've been getting disorientating rushes from my recent "attempts." I'm definitely restricting blood flow to some extent, though not enough to pass out.

What really bugs me is the mental suffering. It's not just fading out and going to sleep. When blood flow to the brain is disturbed I feel intense dread. Another face of SI I suppose.