Silent Raindrops
The Darkness Awaits Me
- Feb 3, 2024
- 263
I would normally visit other sites( non-suicidal sites), play games on my phone, or I would go to google and search stupid shit out of boredom.
Now that I been here about a week, as soon as I wake up, coming to SS is the first thing I do. Then it's here all day, minus the few minutes I put my phone down.
It seems as if SS has become my safe haven for me to speak freely about my ups and downs, suicidal thoughts, and whatever else comes to mind at any given time.
My life outside of here is pretty well dead. I avoid people because I hate them. I don't communicate with people for different reasons. I am not a social person.
But, every once in a while, I need some place to go, and someone to vent to. And if I ever needed a "true family" to be able to vent to, it is here.
So thanks to all of you, I feel a little more free than I have in a good while.
Now that I been here about a week, as soon as I wake up, coming to SS is the first thing I do. Then it's here all day, minus the few minutes I put my phone down.
It seems as if SS has become my safe haven for me to speak freely about my ups and downs, suicidal thoughts, and whatever else comes to mind at any given time.
My life outside of here is pretty well dead. I avoid people because I hate them. I don't communicate with people for different reasons. I am not a social person.
But, every once in a while, I need some place to go, and someone to vent to. And if I ever needed a "true family" to be able to vent to, it is here.
So thanks to all of you, I feel a little more free than I have in a good while.
