I have long suffered with depression. Like some 25 years. I found this site, after finding the pph, and some other sites.
I found DSL and put in my order for SN before getting my account approved here.
I have exhausted so many therapies and medications and treatments.
I wish I could blame it all on one major traumas. Instead there's a lot of little ones. But the urge to CTB has been here since I can remember.
Over the last three years I had more attempts then I can can count, with the most major one almost being successful, some of the information I have found now would have save a lot of time, money and chaos for a lot of people, including me.
Here I sit, unemployed, seperated from my partner, not living with my kids, wishing I could go to sleep and not wake up.
I found DSL and put in my order for SN before getting my account approved here.
I have exhausted so many therapies and medications and treatments.
I wish I could blame it all on one major traumas. Instead there's a lot of little ones. But the urge to CTB has been here since I can remember.
Over the last three years I had more attempts then I can can count, with the most major one almost being successful, some of the information I have found now would have save a lot of time, money and chaos for a lot of people, including me.
Here I sit, unemployed, seperated from my partner, not living with my kids, wishing I could go to sleep and not wake up.
