Lady black
35 male, central Europe, German speaking
- Oct 22, 2018
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N. I don´t believe in it and I hate poison and chemicals, really afraid of it. I prefer a classci hanging, like the noose around my neck
Hanging if done well is quick and painless. When done wrong you compress the trachea or one or the other veins and arteries, not both.Hanging isn't really that peaceful in my experience (partial attempts) and with full depending on the setup you could still fight to abort the attempt although it would be difficult. It's not instant is what i'm saying, nor is it painless and gentle.
I wouldn't do the train, seen too many bodies cut in half still moving after being run over.
I'm at the point where I couldn't care less about the public being horrified by my death, i've been trapped here wanting to die for too long to give a fuck about complete strangers.
OD is the only real 'nice' exit imo.
It is only recent definition...Brain death is death. What is scary is everything but your brain dying.
It is only recent definition...
from wikipedia:
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Traditionally, both the legal and medical communities determined death through the permanent end of certain bodily functions in clinical death, especially respiration and heartbeat. With the increasing ability of the medical community to resuscitate people with no respiration, heartbeat, or other external signs of life, the need for another definition of death occurred, raising questions of legal death. This gained greater urgency with the widespread use of life support equipment, as well as rising capabilities and demand for organ transplantation.
Since the 1960s, laws on determining death have, therefore, been implemented in all countries with active organ transplantation programs. The first European country to adopt brain death as a legal definition (or indicator) of death was Finland in 1971. In the United States, Kansas had enacted a similar law earlier.[8]
An ad hoc committee at Harvard Medical School published a pivotal 1968 report to define irreversible coma.[9][10] The Harvard criteria gradually gained consensus toward what is now known as brain death.
So the "brain death" was basically introduced to make organ transplants possible...I prefer to be dead in traditional way...
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Yes jumping be struggle for me my body physically has a fight with me backwards whenever I'm near a steep edge although weirdly once I had to move myself away from a steep cliff in Angelsea (a gorgeous part of the world for those that don't know it) as my body was doing the opposite and telling me to jumpI would never ctb by jumping. I get nervous only thinking about it, I really cant stand heights
I would never ctb by jumping. I get nervous only thinking about it, I really cant stand heights
I would just avoid any methods that would traumatize or endanger other people. Anything involving a moving vehicle is a no for me. I'd prefer not to use a gun because it leaves an especially disturbing aftermath, but it is an effective method nonetheless.
Fire is terrifying. I can't even fathom the pain. But what about people who are in fires and don't get burned, but die of smoke inhalation? Is that also excruciating? Do theur lungs burn? Or do they suffocate? That would be bad too.Fire , seen so many people (gore channels) douse themselves in petrol, light themselves and then try to run away from it , most survive if they are put out but but with very little skin left , why the hell would you chose that way ?
I am not ill, I am totally sane and rational, so I dont want to CTB. In fact, I am born again and I am here to save your souls. [Hopefully that satisfies any snoopers looking to catch me out]
Jumping in front of a train or vehicle because that involves likely traumatizing someone else and possibly subjecting them to a lifetime of trauma. I'd rather not directly involve anyone
Anything that would inconvenience other people (jumping in front of train, etc), thinking that my last moment would be a hindrance on others just seems like a horrible way to leave this planet.