Why do people choose sn if it's not a certain death?

[divinemistress36]

So far from reports if it fails it doesnt seem to cause serious damage which why it will be my method

 

[iwantitalltoend]

Humans are not immortal; there are diseases even in nature with 100% fatality rate in humans. If you pick a method with 100% fatality, and pass the point of no return, you are not surviving, no matter what happens.

What methods do you think have 100% fatality, or at least close to 100% fatality? Also what do you think about sn, do you think it's a reliable method?

 

[Romanticize]

What methods do you think have 100% fatality, or at least close to 100% fatality? Also what do you think about sn, do you think it's a reliable method?

In theory, there are 100% methods, but it's people who fuck them up. Like train or gun - if your move your body or hand just a little bit.

100% methods:
guillotine is the best, as it cannot be botched. I heard one case of person building guillotine in his bedroom - but it needs to be high, heavy and sharp enough
Brain injury where skull is crushed or destroyed to the point that brain leaks out is also 100%. But how to achieve it is the trick.
Big gauge shotgun intraorally is also 100% I would say. No matter if you move your hand, whole head gets obliterated.

Drowning in deep sea is 100%, but no one can find you for hours to be sure.

People also go for complex suicides (two or even three methods, all lethal - if one fails, other method will kill you), like they shoot themselves in head, while standing near water -> even if you survive the shot, you will drown etc.

On the other hand, jumping is not 100%. People jumped and survived from absurd heights. However, 100+ m jump onto concrete is 99,9% i would say. SN, if done correctly (meto, fasting, benzos) I would say is also 99%. Many people fail SN because of panic (no benzos?) and they end up calling 911. If you minimize that, method is close to 100%.

But only catastrophic brain injury methods are 100%, but it's also easy to botch them.

 

[madwoman8]

I would love a suicide pill - like you just take it when you are ready and peacefully fall asleep. But that doesn't exist or if it does on the dark web, to acquire it would be extremely hard and def not sure about reliability of it. I chose SN bc it's not as complicated as other methods and listed more along the lines of peaceful. I just imagine I may feel really sick and I can handle that. I don't want to do anything violent and unfortunately OD'ing on pills rarely works and I'm also not trying to do anything illegal and possibly go to jail or something. The other method I was thinking about was the helium exit bag but it seems more complicated - both getting the supplies and hooking it all up right and then bag might fall off. Also if I decide to go to a hotel, how am I going to carry a tank? I don't know - having to swallow a lethal substance just seems like an easier choice. I've read many accounts where it fails (like those that have tested a small amount or got medical help quickly, I'm not seeing much long term effects). Especially compared to other methods. Also fyi, my mom committed a gun - but her first time she did it in her temple she survived and was blind (had a glass eye) and her brain wasn't right, lost all her family and just everything from that. She lived like that for a year and somehow got ahold of another gun and ending up decapitating herself - which is horrifying. But I understand her darkness and it breaks my heart that she lived like that. I considered a gun since it's more lethal but if it fails, there are extreme consequences and physical defects and brain injuries and I can't risk that. Also horrifying clean up. But yeah like others said, you have to find the method that suits you and come to terms with the pros and cons & be sure you are mentally sure you want to ctb

 

[iwantitalltoend]

In theory, there are 100% methods, but it's people who fuck them up. Like train or gun - if your move your body or hand just a little bit.

100% methods:
guillotine is the best, as it cannot be botched. I heard one case of person building guillotine in his bedroom - but it needs to be high, heavy and sharp enough
Brain injury where skull is crushed or destroyed to the point that brain leaks out is also 100%. But how to achieve it is the trick.
Big gauge shotgun intraorally is also 100% I would say. No matter if you move your hand, whole head gets obliterated.

Drowning in deep sea is 100%, but no one can find you for hours to be sure.

People also go for complex suicides (two or even three methods, all lethal - if one fails, other method will kill you), like they shoot themselves in head, while standing near water -> even if you survive the shot, you will drown etc.

On the other hand, jumping is not 100%. People jumped and survived from absurd heights. However, 100+ m jump onto concrete is 99,9% i would say. SN, if done correctly (meto, fasting, benzos) I would say is also 99%. Many people fail SN because of panic (no benzos?) and they end up calling 911. If you minimize that, method is close to 100%.

But only catastrophic brain injury methods are 100%, but it's also easy to botch them.

Did you read my original post? Do you really think sn is so reliable? If we don't know for sure its purity then how can we be sure it's a reliable method? From what I read sn should have at least 95% purity to be lethal. Even if the sources we buy sn from claim sn is pure, what if it's not as pure as they claim, what if it's not pure enough to be lethal? The aquarium test strips and blood test aren't very reliable because they don't show you the exact percentage of the purity, the aquarium tests just give you an idea of the level of nitrites present in sn based on the colour charts on the strips. I have sn from BO, they sell sn from the polish source BM, on BO's website they say the purity is at least 98% but is it really, what if it's not pure enough to be lethal? That's what worries me about sn. If it's not pure enough to kill me and if I fail and survive in a worse condition then it would be horrible, some people think no long lasting damage can be caused by sn but that's not true, based on what sn does to the body it can lead to serious damage if you survive

 

[Apathy79]

If you follow the protocol, it's highly likely to work. If you've purchased from a reputable source, purity is almost certainly fine. It's not as certain as a shotgun to the head, but many people prefer it all things considered.

 

[Romanticize]

Did you read my original post? Do you really think sn is so reliable? If we don't know for sure its purity then how can we be sure it's a reliable method? From what I read sn should have at least 95% purity to be lethal. Even if the sources we buy sn from claim sn is pure, what if it's not as pure as they claim, what if it's not pure enough to be lethal? The aquarium test strips and blood test aren't very reliable because they don't show you the exact percentage of the purity, the aquarium tests just give you an idea of the level of nitrites present in sn based on the colour charts on the strips. I have sn from BO, they sell sn from the polish source BM, on BO's website they say the purity is at least 98% but is it really, what if it's not pure enough to be lethal? That's what worries me about sn. If it's not pure enough to kill me and if I fail and survive in a worse condition then it would be horrible, some people think no long lasting damage can be caused by sn but that's not true, based on what sn does to the body it can lead to serious damage if you survive

Yes, SN is very reliable if done correctly and according to protocol (fasting, meto, benzos). I can't give 100% [as 100% for me is reserved for certain decapitation or catastrophic brain injury - your brain outside the skull]. Correctly done SN is 97-99% I would say. Some people would want 100%, but it's good enough trust me, other methods are even lower.

Purity is not that important, even 90% is OK - just adjust for the dose.

For example if you want to ingest 20g of pure SN, and your SN is 95% pure [or you just want some safety margin] you need to do: 20 * 100/95 = 21,05g. If your SN was 90%, then the dose would be around 22,5g etc. Just adjust for purity, and you're good to go.