unluckyme
I fall until I stop this world
- Dec 10, 2024
- 10
hello, I know this bridge has been discussed here before, but I haven't seen any mention of the new safety railing that has been added to the bridge within the last two years.
has anybody visited this bridge to check the fence and see if someone could still climb it? apparently the company didn't release any news of the update to the safety rail. I seen someone point out that they just want people to pay the $30 entrance fee just to realize the barrier is increased and give up after spending their money. kinda fucked up!
it seems like there has been one suicide since the new safety precautions have been installed. I may just go and visit myself to see how viable this option is. after all, I am only an hour and a half away from the bridge. of course, I am absolutely scared shitless of jumping and I'm sure this feeling will intensify tenfold once I am actually standing on the bridge. but I keep telling myself all I have to do is jump and there's no going back after that…… I am open to input from others that have contemplated jumping. is it really easier than a more researched and time consuming method, such as SN? or is it ideal to choose a method so impulsive?
I just feel so ready to be done. I hate myself and I am a bad person. I see no hope for my future, I squandered my life. I feel like I deserve a cruel death. I will try to be the very first person in the park. I am taking care of my sick cat with cancer, after she is gone I will have nothing left and I'll be ready to jump. if you read my post thank you and take care of yourselves
I forgot to mention. if anybody knows any other good jumping spots in Colorado let me know please.
has anybody visited this bridge to check the fence and see if someone could still climb it? apparently the company didn't release any news of the update to the safety rail. I seen someone point out that they just want people to pay the $30 entrance fee just to realize the barrier is increased and give up after spending their money. kinda fucked up!
it seems like there has been one suicide since the new safety precautions have been installed. I may just go and visit myself to see how viable this option is. after all, I am only an hour and a half away from the bridge. of course, I am absolutely scared shitless of jumping and I'm sure this feeling will intensify tenfold once I am actually standing on the bridge. but I keep telling myself all I have to do is jump and there's no going back after that…… I am open to input from others that have contemplated jumping. is it really easier than a more researched and time consuming method, such as SN? or is it ideal to choose a method so impulsive?
I just feel so ready to be done. I hate myself and I am a bad person. I see no hope for my future, I squandered my life. I feel like I deserve a cruel death. I will try to be the very first person in the park. I am taking care of my sick cat with cancer, after she is gone I will have nothing left and I'll be ready to jump. if you read my post thank you and take care of yourselves
I forgot to mention. if anybody knows any other good jumping spots in Colorado let me know please.
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