Relapsed self harm

[ImNotReal]

Blegh I was clean for like 4 months but the scars never disappeared (not that I expected them to) so now I just feel like adding to them

 

[Sunderland]

I've got scars from when I first started cutting, they're quite pretty. I wouldn't want to add more to them though, but I do miss the blood aspect. Super weird but it's a little ritualistic. Only time I cut now is when I sharpen one of my knives, sharper the knife is the less chance there is for scars.

 

[IFrequentSaSu]

I used to cut as a coping mechanism but now I don't I do it for the love of the game. I enjoy cutting up my body I wish to have cuts all over my body but that is hard without people noticing. I feel comforted with the scars, wounds, and blood all over my body it makes me feel complete. Also I believe in you you can stay clean if that's what you want I know it's not easy but you got this .