i cut for attention

[keiangel1]

relapsed again but ngl i love seeing the blood and i think that shallow cuts where it just bleeds for a few minutes and then stops is so beautiful
the scars heal completely within a month or two and i get a free canvas
i wish people cared enough to actually notice them without me having to "accidentally" slash flash them
i wish someone would notice why i always wear long sleeves in 30°c weather
cause i can't NOT wear long sleeves cause then i'll look attention seeking
which i am
but i don't want them to know that
it fucks with the nonchalant image i'm trying to keep

 

[Deepdense]

Why do you want attention?

 

[iwkmsssb]

self harming really is a cry for help, and sometimes you desperately want someone to notice so they know how much pain you're in and how serious it's become. i've had so many urges to flash my scars to those who hurt me, because their actions have led me to that point. but i know that's an insane thing to do so i didn't do it. at least i still have some rationality left.