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Student
Aug 19, 2020
129
I think 48h of fasting is too much. It is on Stan's guide but It seems really difficult to do. Maybe 12h, or 24h wold be best.
I do 48h water fasts at least once a month, it's not difficult, just remember to drink lots of water. I heard male models make small round ice cubes and swallow them to eliminate hunger, I haven't tested it because after 48h of fasting hunger basically disappears and the body starts using fat as energy and I usually try go to 72h without food.
 
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Midgardsorm

Midgardsorm

Paragon
Apr 28, 2020
918
I can fast for 12h no problem. 24h is a bit too much, 48h I would probably not even need SN to die. Maybe it's just me
 
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Lmd

Lmd

Elementalist
Jul 12, 2020
812
I think 9 hours aren't enough too but it doesn't seem to have gone that bad either. Thanks for sharing.
 
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KayKay

KayKay

Member
Aug 12, 2021
32
no this raises a really big question if she did everything right then should be unconcious within 10 minutes. so if you're a scientifically minded person you should want to investigate why it took 4 times as long. something's obviously not right. our data on this method is incomplete
Yes this is very important. At least to be able to make an informed choice.
Maybe because the SN was 95%? Not 99%?
 
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flakeyknight

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Jan 1, 2021
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English Interpretation of the thread:

This thread is about the experience of @StrawberryPanic (21 years old) catching the bus by ingesting SN.
Her experience was recorded through a video call which took place the 1st of August from14:20 to 16:40.

The recording was sadly corrupted and the audio of the video was lost, so we can only learn from her physical expressions.

Videos:
Link - ControlC
Link2 - Pastebin

Timeline included on the video is self explanatory.
Timeline from preparation of SN to loss of consciousness:

00:00 Getting SN ready
03:32 Ingesting SN
03:38 Feeling a little bit sleepy
10:38 Claiming to feel some sore throat
10:47 Visible signs of paleness (hands and face)
11:00 Indications of body malfunctioning (pain, nausea, weakness)
11:20 Signs of physical weakness
12:15 Signs of nausea
12:20 Moderated symptoms of apnea
12:58 Keeps on experiencing the symptoms described above
13:50 Keeps on experiencing the symptoms described above
14:20 Visible signs of paleness through her whole skin
16:15 Keeps on experiencing the symptoms described above
17:10 Signs of Apnea
17:40 Light signs of dizziness
20:00 Sleepiness, weakness, apathy; proceeds to lie down on bed
22:00 Pain in throat (tachycardia)
24:00 conscious but deep breathing
24:20 feels cold
27:00 Intense sleepiness
28:08 Much more intense sleepiness; starts the loss of consciouness
30:00 Trouble concentrating, coldness, sleepy
31:00 Apathy, sleepiness, apnea, light loss of consciouness
32:00 Slow deep breathing
35:00 Marked paleness
40:00 Slight faintings
40:00 Paleness, hands numb and cold, fingers bluish
After that, she falls asleep / loses consciouness and the video-call was interrupbted by the cellphone dropping.

Do you know how much noise they were emitting in the video? Don't want to be caught if my day comes...
 
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bad luck

Memento mori
Mar 2, 2021
772
Rest in peace.

Being so short, the whole process cannot be appreciated.
 
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NothingElseMatters

NothingElseMatters

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Mar 30, 2020
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rest in peace beautiful soul, you were very brave.
 
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justsayin

justsayin

Member
Jan 30, 2021
493
9 hours and 22 minutes of fasting.

Really, she was very determined, not worrying about family or SI.

Yes, with other people in 30 minutes they were no longer alive

This is the last post of @user398417 on this forum. In another thread, someone posted a link to a news article.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/members-attempting-with-sn-success-failure.22018/post-1373966

 
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0310

Member
Aug 17, 2021
5
Dear user398417,

may you rest in peace.

 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
530
Seems pain c.f. Apnea BEFORE loss of conscious
 
GoingMyOwnWay

GoingMyOwnWay

Member
Jan 23, 2021
91
The editing and music in this video make it not exactly worthwhile as a source of education.

I do hope that young lady is in a better place however x
 
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Choco

Choco

Tired
Nov 11, 2021
150
Yes, Fasting, propranolol and fruit salt as antacid.
So she did drink more water than 50/60ml? Bc of the antacid that needs water to dissolve (And the recipient she's holding doesnt look like it has only 50ml)
 
Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
Do you know how much noise they were emitting in the video? Don't want to be caught if my day comes...
that was a sad video :( there was someone watching them
 
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olkf

olkf

I smile by your disgrace
Jan 21, 2022
161
I was hoping the video was longer but oh well
 
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Of The Universe

Of The Universe

Specialist
Dec 31, 2021
382
I can't make the video go! What do you do??😮
 
Ravel

Ravel

feeling trapped in a dreamless reality
Dec 13, 2021
136
does anyone have the full vídeo??
 
NothingElseMatters

NothingElseMatters

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Mar 30, 2020
745
does anyone have the full vídeo??
i do but it really doesn't show much more than in this one. besides, there's no audio, so we don't even know what they were talking about (to those who understand portuguese).
 
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olkf

olkf

I smile by your disgrace
Jan 21, 2022
161
i do but it really doesn't show much more than in this one. besides, there's no audio, so we don't even know what they were talking about (to those who understand portuguese).
It would still be more helpful than the current 2 minute video but its your judgement ig
 
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Kyuss

Member
Feb 12, 2022
17
Did she throw up? In the video it looks like she took two doses of sn.
 
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myopybyproxy

flickerbeat \\ gibberish-noise
Dec 18, 2021
864
how does anyone or OP know the details about this case?
 
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Itsbeenalongtime

Member
Nov 3, 2021
71
48h fasting for me would trigger nausea and migraines from ow blood sugar, without being asleep from i i could do maybe 18 most and that depends on the day
 
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Kyuss

Member
Feb 12, 2022
17
I wish there was a little more detail as to what she was actually experiencing. How much pain was she in?
 
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Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
yeah also if she took ae or not
 
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NothingElseMatters

NothingElseMatters

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Mar 30, 2020
745
Did she take AE?
that's something i dont know tbh. doesn't seem she suffered any physical pain, just a little emotional about it, but that's quite understandable. she was very brave. hope she's ok now.
 
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