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user398417

user398417

Member
Apr 29, 2020
44
Este tópico será sobre o registro do ctb da usuária @StrawberryPanic (21 anos) que tirou a vida dela no dia 1 de agosto às 15:30.

O registro foi feito em uma video-chamada (gravada) apartir das 14:20 até às 16:40.

Infelizmente o áudio do vídeo foi corrompido e só podemos deduzir apartir da leitura corporal.

Upload do Vídeo:
Link - ControlC
Link2 - Pastebin

Há duas minutagens:

Em Texto - Que foi retirado apartir do vídeo completo.

Vídeo editado - Que é dividido em partes, com legendas (2 minutos).


Segue abaixo o registro do que aconteceu:

00:00 início e Preparo

03:32 ingeriu SN

O3:38 Sono (porém de forma leve)

10:38 Ela reclama de incômodo na garganta

10:47 Sinais visíveis de
Palidez (mãos e rosto)

11:00 indícios de alterações de sentidos corporais { dores, nausea, fraqueza }

11:20 indícios de Fraqueza
ficando mais acentuado e relata incômodo na garganta (sem náusea)

12:15 Primeiro sinal de náusea

12:20 sintomas de apnéia
moderada

12:58 Continua com os
sin tomas relatados

13:50 continua com os
sintomas (porém continua consciente)

14:20 sinais visíveis de
Palidez, pela coloração
da pele

16:15 Continua com sintomas, sem alteração

17:10 Sinais de Apnéia

17:40 sinal leve de tontura

20:00 Sono, Fraqueza, apatia (nesse momento ela deita).

22:00 incomodo na garganta (taquicardia)

24:00 consciente, Porém com respiração funda

24:20 sente Frio

27:00 Sono mais intenso

28:08 Sono muito mais
intenso, início de perda de consciência

30:00. Dificuldade de concentração, Frio, Sono

31:00 Apatia, Sono, frio
perda leve de consciência
apneia.

32:00 respiração lenta e
profunda

35:00 palidez acentuada

30:00 início de pequenos desmaios

40:00 Palidez, mãos dormentes e frias, Dedos azulados pelo comprometimento dos glóbulos vermelhos.

Após isso ela adormece (a gravação é interrompida pela queda do celular).
 
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NoPointToContinue

Student
Jun 2, 2021
124
Can anyone translate, please? Is this legit?

are there any more details? As I understand it took 40 minutes for loss of consciousness, twice the expected time. Any reason for this?

há mais detalhes? Pelo que entendi, demorou 40 minutos para a perda de consciência, o dobro do tempo esperado. Alguma razão para isso? (Google translate)
 
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0310

Member
Aug 17, 2021
5
English Interpretation of the thread:

This thread is about the experience of @StrawberryPanic (21 years old) catching the bus by ingesting SN.
Her experience was recorded through a video call which took place the 1st of August from14:20 to 16:40.

The recording was sadly corrupted and the audio of the video was lost, so we can only learn from her physical expressions.

Videos:
Link - ControlC
Link2 - Pastebin

Timeline included on the video is self explanatory.
Timeline from preparation of SN to loss of consciousness:

00:00 Getting SN ready
03:32 Ingesting SN
03:38 Feeling a little bit sleepy
10:38 Claiming to feel some sore throat
10:47 Visible signs of paleness (hands and face)
11:00 Indications of body malfunctioning (pain, nausea, weakness)
11:20 Signs of physical weakness
12:15 Signs of nausea
12:20 Moderated symptoms of apnea
12:58 Keeps on experiencing the symptoms described above
13:50 Keeps on experiencing the symptoms described above
14:20 Visible signs of paleness through her whole skin
16:15 Keeps on experiencing the symptoms described above
17:10 Signs of Apnea
17:40 Light signs of dizziness
20:00 Sleepiness, weakness, apathy; proceeds to lie down on bed
22:00 Pain in throat (tachycardia)
24:00 conscious but deep breathing
24:20 feels cold
27:00 Intense sleepiness
28:08 Much more intense sleepiness; starts the loss of consciouness
30:00 Trouble concentrating, coldness, sleepy
31:00 Apathy, sleepiness, apnea, light loss of consciouness
32:00 Slow deep breathing
35:00 Marked paleness
40:00 Slight faintings
40:00 Paleness, hands numb and cold, fingers bluish
After that, she falls asleep / loses consciouness and the video-call was interrupbted by the cellphone dropping.
 
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user398417

user398417

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user398417

user398417

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Apr 29, 2020
44
whoever edited the video decided it's a good idea to cut it up as much as possible..
The video is 2 minutes long because of the facial censorship, which is exactly where all the information is.
So I edited and cut out all the parts where it showed information from the neck down.
 
xrafinha

xrafinha

Member
Mar 29, 2021
87
Can't really know how long it really took to actually kill her since the phone is dropped when she's laying. 40m+ sounds a loot to be alone with your thoughts knowing you are soon to be dead. Idk....

With others it took much less time, right?
 
user398417

user398417

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juraviel

PL
Aug 11, 2021
414
Isn't being alone with our thoughts, knowing that we are soon to be dead what we already constantly do? There's nothing preventing someone from using a distraction during that time, as well.

no this raises a really big question if she did everything right then should be unconcious within 10 minutes. so if you're a scientifically minded person you should want to investigate why it took 4 times as long. something's obviously not right. our data on this method is incomplete
 
xrafinha

xrafinha

Member
Mar 29, 2021
87
Isn't being alone with our thoughts, knowing that we are soon to be dead what we already constantly do? There's nothing preventing someone from using a distraction during that time, as well.
I don't think it's the same. When you ingest that substance you KNOW you are going to die, FOR SURE, not comtemplating or wondering what it is like, but knowing and feeling. Thats a hell loot of time to S.I to kick in. Nevetheless I'm probably taking it as my method.
 
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0310

Member
Aug 17, 2021
5
I don't think it's the same. When you ingest that substance you KNOW you are going to die, FOR SURE, not comtemplating or wondering what it is like, but knowing and feeling. Thats a hell loot of time to S.I to kick in. Nevetheless I'm probably taking it as my method.
If after ingesting it you can't fight your survivor senses.. just call the meds, you were not ready to CTB.


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I also agree that it is pointless to censor @StrawberryPanic's face. Based on the footage, OP was not using a VPN nor a fake sim, police will get to you anyways.
 
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Amumu

Amumu

Ctb - temporary solution for a permanent problem
Aug 29, 2020
2,626
I hope she found peace.

Nine hours of fasting isn't even fasting (that's what happens when you sleep) so I think the delay comes from that.

Fasting 48 hours + meto is really important to avoid discomfort.
 
Midgardsorm

Midgardsorm

Paragon
Apr 28, 2020
922
I hope she found peace.

Nine hours of fasting isn't even fasting (that's what happens when you sleep) so I think the delay comes from that.

Fasting 48 hours + meto is really important to avoid discomfort.

I think 48h of fasting is too much. It is on Stan's guide but It seems really difficult to do. Maybe 12h, or 24h wold be best.
 

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