[Regimen/Goodbye] ☆STRIKE ME DOWN!☆

[charlottewilts]

i will be going down the SN route. not at the present moment, but i don't plan on seeing another Monday. i'll post here again when it's time.

REGIMEN:

prior to this i have increased my phytic acide intake through various seeds and nuts. i will not be taking painkillers as i don't expect much pain (but if it happens, i deserved it) nor benzodiazepines as my tolerance is too high. i will be following Stan's guide with some of my own additions.

Day 1
08:00hrs 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
16:00hrs 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
24:00hrs 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
Day 2
08:00hrs 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
16:00hrs 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide + cease food and drink intake (except water needed for swallowing pills)
23:15hrs 3 X 10mg Metoclopramide (30mg in total) + 2 X 40mg Propranolol
23:30hrs 2 X 150mg Raniditine
24:00hrs 1 X 25g SN in 75ml water

two more identical drinks will be at the ready should they be needed. i will be here to answer questions and receive feedback on my regimen until i drink SN. i'll stay online to report the effects until i feel myself starting to slip under. i'll log off and delete my browser history then.

i cannot begin to explain how grateful i am to have found this site and discovered SN. i've been looking for a peaceful pill or, at least, an extremely reliable method for years now. scouring old a.s.h. pages, torrenting PPeH editions, 8chan, google groups, and a ton more sites i cannot begin to recall right now. if it weren't for sodium nitrite, i would've died anyways, but via one of more painful routes such as hanging or drowning since other peaceful options are not available to me. if i am found too early, i'll most likely have to resort to these methods again.

to end this post, i'd like to extend my gratitude to the moderators of Sanctioned Suicide for keeping this site up and working, and to the members for making the site what it is: a lovely and understanding place to be. i'd like to invite you all to do something you are passionate about today or try something new you've been thinking about doing. as selfish as it may sound, i wish for all of you to be able to hang onto hope when i could not.

 

[Squiddy]

I wish you peace

 

[Dwnwrdsprl]

I wish you a safe journey. I also plan to CTB with SN this week.

 

[WhyIsLife56]

Enjoyed the brief conversations we had and hope it goes well.

 

[Nem]

Sending lots of love with respect to your decision
Peace/hugs

 

[WhyIsLife56]

For the record I'll be staying here until you leave

 

[Backwood_tilt]

i don't expect much pain (but if it happens, i deserved it)

That pulled on my heartstrings.

Wishing you peace, and no pain.

 

[Ghost2211]

I hope you find peace

 

[Shinbu]

I want to thank @charlottewilts for helping me get meto. I remember the first time we met. You came to my profile to comment about my avatar, you are the only Shiki fan I know on SS. I hope the journey is peaceful for you.

 

[Zoltiel]

I wish you peace. If my method arrives on time, I will also not see another Monday

 

[BooGirl]

I haven't known you too long, but I'm kinda gonna miss you.

 

[TAW122]

I wish you peace and hope your journey to the void goes smoothly and as comfortably as possible.

 

[xBrialesana]

Sending love, peace, and freedom

My benzo tolerance is insane but I'm still gonna go out with xan in my system.

Best of luck sweet and I'm glad this website is preventing you from doing something horrific and painful

 

[Yuqani]

Glad you posted
Sounds like you're truly at peace with your decision. Admirable. I hope to find the same determination and follow soon!
Thank you for bringing wholesome compassion with your special thread.
We'll be here for you.

 

[HadEnough1974]

That pulled on my heartstrings.

Wishing you peace, and no pain.

Yeah same here.

 

[issyishere]

Threads won't be the same without your positive and thoughtful replies man. I hope it's peaceful and fast and you find the peace you deserve. I'll be thinking of you tomorrow keep a seat warm for us

 

[HadEnough1974]

i will be going down the SN route. not at the present moment, but i don't plan on seeing another Monday. i'll post here again when it's time.

REGIMEN:

prior to this i have increased my phytic acide intake through various seeds and nuts. i will not be taking painkillers as i don't expect much pain (but if it happens, i deserved it) nor benzodiazepines as my tolerance is too high. i will be following Stan's guide with some of my own additions.

Day 1
08:00hrs 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
16:00hrs 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
24:00hrs 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
Day 2
08:00hrs 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
16:00hrs 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide + cease food and drink intake (except water needed for swallowing pills)
23:15hrs 3 X 10mg Metoclopramide (30mg in total) + 2 X 40mg Propranolol
23:30hrs 2 X 150mg Raniditine
24:00hrs 1 X 25g SN in 75ml water

two more identical drinks will be at the ready should they be needed. i will be here to answer questions and receive feedback on my regimen until i drink SN. i'll stay online to report the effects until i feel myself starting to slip under. i'll log off and delete my browser history then.

i cannot begin to explain how grateful i am to have found this site and discovered SN. i've been looking for a peaceful pill or, at least, an extremely reliable method for years now. scouring old a.s.h. pages, torrenting PPeH editions, 8chan, google groups, and a ton more sites i cannot begin to recall right now. if it weren't for sodium nitrite, i would've died anyways, but via one of more painful routes such as hanging or drowning since other peaceful options are not available to me. if i am found too early, i'll most likely have to resort to these methods again.

to end this post, i'd like to extend my gratitude to the moderators of Sanctioned Suicide for keeping this site up and working, and to the members for making the site what it is: a lovely and understanding place to be. i'd like to invite you all to do something you are passionate about today or try something new you've been thinking about doing. as selfish as it may sound, i wish for all of you to be able to hang onto hope when i could not.

Hello. We never chatted, I don't know your story, I haven't felt your pain. I wish you well and thank you for the last sentence, "i wish for all of you to be able to hang onto hope when i could not."

I'm sorry you could no longer hold onto hope. Thank you for wishing us well. I wish I had known you in real life. I'm relatively new here, and still holding onto hope. I hope you find peace.

 

[enjoy]

saw you around here a lot. thought you were pretty cool. i wish you peace.

 

[Throwmyselfaway]

I hope you find peace hugs

 

[Broken Chimera]

We've never spoke but I hope you find peace.

 

[Crushed_Innocence]

May your journey be peaceful & safe until relief comes......

 

[Circles]

Another beautiful soul departing. Thank you for being a friend to me I'm sorry for not spending more time getting to know you better. I wish you a swift journey, may you finally rest and worry no more. Whatever happens we're here for you. <3

 

[BabyYoda]

I hope you find peace

 

[R_N]

I am really sad to see you go but I was expecting it. ;(
I enjoyed the convo we had on games, anime and music. You are really kind and intelligent person I wish you could stay but that is not my decision to make. Whatever you choose I hope it goes well for you and that you find peace. Take care.

 

[CloudedPath]

It's sad to see such a kind person go. I hope you find peace in whatever decision you make and are able to somewhat enjoy your last days.

 

[Quarky00]

You will be missed
I'm glad you feel safe about your ctb , and that you've found a safe place here.
I wish your last days to be calm and easy , as you deserve

do something you are passionate about today or try something new you've been thinking about doing. as selfish as it may sound, i wish for all of you to be able to hang onto hope when i could not.

Inspirational

 

[BPD Barbie]

Awww man no. You're always so sweet in your posts, were kind to me also. Please, go as peacefully as possible, we are here every step of the way. Sending so much love to you

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I can't wish you but the best. Hope you find peace.

 

[Despondent]

I wish you peace and I'm hoping that this is what you truly want. That you're not doing this out of impulse. As cliche as this may sound, you're capable of so many things and you can make a difference in the world. I'm not at all trying to convince you to stay with us longer as this is a pro-choice forum. Although I don't really care to be here any longer, I believe deep down that EACH on of us can make a difference. Even me, and I feel absolutely worthless and useless.

You seem like you've thought this through, so I have faith that this is what you want and not out of impulse. Whether you choose to continue with your plan or not, we're here to support you 100%. I'm wishing you the best friend!! ❤ Hugs from Canada

 

[MsMaudlin]

I wish you a safe and peaceful journey.

Love and Peace ❤