Discussion Recently reread my note

[guineapiglover8503]

It is pretty thorough and honestly isn't angry at all, and there aren't any swears in it. It gives a lot of reasoning as to why I would CTB along with going a tiny bit into what my method would feel like so people aren't wondering. I also wrote a bit about what I want to happen to my belongings along with some final wishes, and also I finished it with leaving some prayers, song lyrics, poems, and a list of songs I like. In total, it is just over 3.4k words. The only thing I haven't done is write personal letters to those close to be, since they might be inaccurate by the time I CTB and I may have gained and/or lost friendships and ofc people change, so I don't want it to be outdated.

If you wrote a note, how long is yours? what's in it? I am genuinely curious since I haven't read many so I don't really know what it usually looks like

 

[dontlook]

I haven't wrote mine yet, as I'm not quite at that stage yet. But I know I want to try to keep it short. I tend to word vomit, which I've always hated. I just want to say what I need to and not drag it out

 

[JagJones8]

I was in a really bad place mentally when I wrote mine and I reread it just yesterday and I feel like I will rewrite it before I ctb. I wrote one to my children and one to my soon-to-be ex wife. The one for my children is terribly sad and I cry every time I read it. It feels like it should be longer that 2 1/2 pages. The one I wrote for the woman who pushed me to this point is scathing and hateful and directly puts the responsibility for my early exit on her shoulders. Whatever note I end up leaving for her I want her to know that leaving your husband for another man, shattering the family unit, falsely labeling him as abusive, having him arrested and betray him in every other way is not ok and will cause someone who really loves you to end their life.