Venting Really want a shotgun right now...

[buriedinmyhead]

I need to destroy the source of all my pain (my brain) and a shotgun is the best way to do it. I can't get one yet because of restrictions in my state, and I hate it so much. I NEED TO DIE ALREADY. I can already imagine myself doing it, pulling the trigger. I've had dreams where I've done it. I need to do it.

 

[Uncounted1846]

I fall asleep at night imagining blowing my head off with a shotgun. You aren't alone in that. How long until you're clear to get one?