Random thoughts

[AndyCurious]

Meaningless message, but my message number 700 :p

 

[Redt2go]

When I know that you know that we all know more than any of us know that one of us know something that is worth to know few things about :p

My brain...

 

[waived]

When I know that you know that we all know more than any of us know that one of us know something that is worth to know few things about :p

I figured it out.

 

[AndyCurious]

I figured it out.

I'm still trying to figure it out

 

[Sinbad]

Has anyone else seen a distressed looking @WhiteRabbit running around the forum jumping from one thread to another? Seems like the rabbit is in a hurry to find the rabbit hole to wonderland (nothingness).

 

[brighter]

Has anyone else seen a distressed looking @WhiteRabbit running around the forum jumping from one thread to another? Seems like the rabbit is in a hurry to find the rabbit hole to wonderland (nothingness).

Perceptive. I'm impressed.:) lol

 

[WhiteRabbit]

Has anyone else seen a distressed looking @WhiteRabbit running around the forum jumping from one thread to another? Seems like the rabbit is in a hurry to find the rabbit hole to wonderland (nothingness).

Yikes, now i'm embarrased. I'm just a shut in trying to pass the time

 

[brighter]

Yikes, now i'm embarrased. I'm just a shut in trying to pass the time

Don't be:) believe me when I say i've been worse. It's just I was lucky enough to not get called out for it hee hee hee. Also welcome. Hope we can help you, heal you xx

 

[15dec]

I just spilled scalding hot tea all over my leg but obviously my mum is more concerned about the chair getting stained

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

I just spilled scalding hot tea all over my leg but obviously my mum is more concerned about the chair getting stained

Are you okay? Please get it checked out if it looks like your skin is blistered or peeling.

 

[brighter]

I just spilled scalding hot tea all over my leg but obviously my mum is more concerned about the chair getting stained

I get you. Maybe this will cheer you up:

:D :D

 

[brighter]

I get you. Maybe this will cheer you up:
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:D :D

Parents. *shakes head and sighs* :)

 

[15dec]

Are you okay? Please get it checked out if it looks like your skin is blistered or peeling.

I reckon it'll be okay, I'll go to the doctors if it starts looking bad though, thanks for the concern and advice ♡

 

[15dec]

I get you. Maybe this will cheer you up:
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:D :D

Ty! :)

 

[Broken]

I have just discovered a toast party happened here.
I was not invited.

#ShockedShatteredPlottingVengeance
#Where'sMYfuckingPieceOfToastArsehole???

 

[Redt2go]

Wishing everything was different

 

[Redt2go]

I was so close to happiness

 

[Memento Mori]

born2killmyself

 

[lost illusions]

Wishing everything was different

Me too

 

[sólstafir]

it's such a sunny day today.. and i feel some warm, gentle, not overwhelming hope. and inside that warm feeling, i got an answer to question i subconsciously asked all the time while i was fearing the life - i didn't want to get out of the darkness because even the light seemed scary. couldn't have been more wrong. there is no room for fear, that's why light is beautiful. .

 

[EmotionlessWanderer]

What if we're just experiments made by a divine creator that wasn't supposed to last long on this Earth and go extinct within a few years of progress but we ended up surviving anyway and the divine creators can't intervene because of a natural law in the upper realm forbidding interaction with the mortal world?

It explains why we can't live off of raw meat and plants and die easily in harsh climates compared to most animals.

 

[WhiteRabbit]

I don't really want to die, I just want the pain to stop or even just go down to a more livable level. I don't want to hurt my husband, we've been a team for almost 15 years (met when I was 19) and it feels so shitty to just leave him behind but I don't have a choice. I'm like a wild animal backed into a corner with all this nerve pain.

It wasn't supposed to be like this.

 

[Redt2go]

I don't really want to die, I just want the pain to stop or even just go down to a more livable level. I don't want to hurt my husband, we've been a team for almost 15 years (met when I was 19) and it feels so shitty to just leave him behind but I don't have a choice. I'm like a wild animal backed into a corner with all this nerve pain.

It wasn't supposed to be like this.

Wow 15 years is so amazing

 

[VoloFataliDoce]

Last night I woke up moaning and crying out in pain. I want so badly to scream "HELP!" but there's no one around me who can.

 

[WhiteRabbit]

Wow 15 years is so amazing

Like any long term relationship we've had our ups and downs (but mostly ups). It just makes it so hard to leave. I can't really talk to him about wanting to CTB because i'm sure he'll try and get me help and I may end up in a psych ward somewhere. So my death is going to come as a complete surprise and it tears me up thinking about how all that is going to play out. I plan to do it at a hotel so I guess he'll get a call or visit from the sherriffs department when they find me.

 

[Redt2go]

Like any long term relationship we've had our ups and downs (but mostly ups). It just makes it so hard to leave. I can't really talk to him about wanting to CTB because i'm sure he'll try and get me help and I may end up in a psych ward somewhere. So my death is going to come as a complete surprise and it tears me up thinking about how all that is going to play out. I plan to do it at a hotel so I guess he'll get a call or visit from the sherriffs department when they find me.

There's no other hope? I'm sorry it's just love is just so hard to find :(

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

I haven't had a single SS valentine or secret admirer come forward today. I mean come on now ladies, it's not me, it's you.

 

[waived]

I worked my butt off getting some things taken care of but I'm always present to nullify that progress. It reminds me of the last mimick scene in the movie Annihilation so movie spoiler alert. This is the only version with synced audio.

 

[WhiteRabbit]

There's no other hope? I'm sorry it's just love is just so hard to find :(

I've been dealing with this pain for 2 years and I probably would have already CTB if it wasn't for him. I'm trying to tough it out, but it's hard.

 

[JustAboutDone]

I haven't had a single SS valentine or secret admirer come forward today. I mean come on now ladies, it's not me, it's you.

Now, Duck, you know we all love you but we also know you are spoken for! We are not the type to break up a happy home :-)