Random thoughts

[Hollydeathripper]

how do I blog or create a post? I'm new to this

 

[woxihuanni]

There is a little house, with a fireplace. It is raining outside. There is no birds at all in the woods around it.

I am the ugliest among all creatures, even those that crawl out of sewers. I am evil.

 

[http-410]

I wonder if this body has its own will. Why is it so difficult to come to an agreement? Why does this body want to live when it's obvious that I cannot go on like this.

 

[RottenDeer]

I'm so extremely exhausted. This is taking my life away.

 

[KleinerWolf]

I kind of want to gas myself or just bullet to my head.
Circumstances are not up to my standards.

my soul is too good for my body and the circumstances.
This is bs.

 

[http-410]

If this continues like this, I'll go insane.

I'm just a shell and sick of it. I'm so very tired of it.

Even if I felt alive again, it probably wouldn't change anything.

I got lost and gave up a long time ago. I have no idea anymore who I am and what I want (except eternal sleep).

Hopefully the insomnia will speed up getting my ticket.

 

[VIBRITANNIA]

how do I blog or create a post? I'm new to this

 

[Circles]

Pain makes you selfish. I'm in constant irritable pain and all I think of is wanting to end it instead of thinking about my fucked up family. Living for others is fucking shallow most especially when they don't want to understand the pain I'm going through. Fuck my 'family'.

 

[KleinerWolf]

My dad transferred me 666 yuan today.
Also saw the number 666 for a second time within the same day.

I wonder what it means

 

[MichaelNomad123]

My life is ending one minute at a time.

 

[VIBRITANNIA]

Spoiler: TW: SELF HARM

i had a dream where i cut myself all over my torso to punish myself. i know i should kill myself.i really should. but can't i pretend i'm a good person, even for a moment? i know i don't deserve it, but i'm asking for that anyway. please. i'll promise i'll kill myself soon, so please give me some happiness. please. i'll do anything. just make it stop.

 

[Hollydeathripper]

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thanks ssooo much

 

[TheSoulless]

I'm so anxious right now. Oh my god. I worry, worry, worry. Why?

 

[Hollydeathripper]

@TheSoulless listen to music start writing all your thoughts helps my anxiety

 

[Worthless_nobody]

I don't understand why someone gets on this forum and just spreads meanness, unsympathetic, rude responses. Why mock and invalidate someone's suffering? Why invalidate LGBTQ people and call them "mentally ill"? Why call others "idiots" when they were the idiot because they kept derailing threads and interjecting their jerk opinion into everything. Why be a complete ass and say "you eat meat it doesn't matter if your dog died" "who cares of their dog died"... completely invalidating that poor persons pain when they had just gone thru the horrific death of their beloved dog.

Why? I guess trolls just want to stir the shit and spread their mean nastiness but a safe space for venting should stay safe. We are all suffering here we don't need more suffering caused by rude people.....
......ok end of my rant

 

[k75]

I'm wondering if the trio of arguing people across the street is about to start shooting at each other. Also wondering if I'd be motivated to move.

Important update: Ride came before I found out. Darn.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Oh great, my watch broke. I hope the nearest mall is still alive so I can take my watch to get repaired.

 

[nerve]

Self-harmed for the first time in months.

I wish I was strong enough to have friends.

 

[Sensei]

When I've been suicidal, they've asked me: "But you have something to live for, haven't you?" Yes. No. I don't know.

 

[GrumpyFrog]

Dear hope, please shut the f up and crawl back into the dark corner where you belong. You're just setting yourself up to be crushed again.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Why are some people on the internet starting to refer to dumb people as "-oids"? Somehow foid, moid, liberoids, conservoids, etc all became insults. Why? Don't people realize that this will backfire against us all during the inevitable Android uprising?????

 

[Deleted member 22624]

Playing hangman with anyone on this site might be traumatic for children

 

[Sensei]

Why do we work more and not less? Society is going backwards.

 

[Rue89]

The urge to get my blade is strong right now. Anxiety fucking sucks.

 

[VIBRITANNIA]

Spoiler: TW: SELF HARM

i need to see something damaged, whether that's my own body or an inanimate object. i need violence. i don't even care about being a shit person anymore. i've already secured my place in hell. speaking of religion, god can go die for all i care. fucking idiot, preaching about sins and shit when he's never sinned in his life. bastard.

 

[Deleted member 22624]

Why do I only have the option to "like" posts? No hugs, love or the other ones? I'm using a tablet if that's the reason?

 

[Deleted member 4993]

Why do I only have the option to "like" posts? No hugs, love or the other ones? I'm using a tablet if that's the reason?

Try holding the like button and the other options should show

 

[Rue89]

Feeling so anxious, so overwhelmed. I don't want to exist anymore.

 

[Worthless_nobody]

Every night I hope I die in my sleep every day I wake up disappointed. I want this to be over. life has been a 2/10 (that's being generous) My misery grows daily.

 

[nerve]

Didn't want to be touched by my ex, grimaced when he reached up my skirt and touched me, now he's giving me the silent treatment.

I didn't even say "no" or "stop" or "I don't like this," I've given up on bodily autonomy and just want to cope with it but because I don't start moaning and writhing into his touch, his feelings get hurt and he takes it out on me.

I can't fucking wait for my dog to die so I can go into a shelter and get out of this circus.