Random thoughts

[BitterlyAlive]

Why does bottled water like Evian for example, water from a spring, water that's been filtered through rocks for thousands of years, why when it's bottled does it suddenly have an expiry date?

I think the chemicals from the plastic eventually seep in? Also the brand name cracks me up.

 

[BPD Barbie]

I think the chemicals from the plastic eventually seep in? Also the brand name cracks me up.

Oh really? Is that why? Makes sense I guess, had never even thought of that lol. Thanks!

 

[BitterlyAlive]

Oh really? Is that why? Makes sense I guess, had never even thought of that lol. Thanks!

I'm not sure. I heard about it one day, apparently it can happen quicker if the water bottle is left out in the heat. I've drank my fair share of plasticy hot water then... lol.

Np mate.

 

[KleinerWolf]

@BPD Barbie
@BitterlyAlive

 

[BitterlyAlive]

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LMAO I love it.

 

[Morphinekiss]

Apparently suicide prevention awareness day means fake ass phonies suddenly care about my mental health.

 

[Life sucks]

Humans are toxic species specially on the internet. I don't understand why people come out of nowhere just to insult others that they don't know anything about and have no connections and interactions with them at all. Wtf

 

[Voy]

Tired of fighting. I don't want to give up. Do I want to give up? What am I fighting for?

 

[Gamja]

I became a villain — and the villain dies at the end for peace.

 

[Wayfaerer]

If almost everything we do is a distraction then what's not a distraction? And what are we distracting ourselves from anyway? The harsh reality of life? Death? Suffering? The universe? So instead of distracting ourselves from these things what then? Do we just dwell on these things indefinitely with no gain besides trying to accept them and then what? Move on? Move on how? What then?

We do surrogate activities that mimic actually activities we did for survival in our primitive days

 

[XYZ]

I hate myself and I want to die. I can't stand living with so much self-hate. It's tearing me apart.

 

[BitterlyAlive]

I hate myself and I want to die. I can't stand living with so much self-hate. It's tearing me apart.

I can understand your pain.

 

[woxihuanni]

There is digital cleaning/tidying up before death, and Lord do I hate it.

 

[BitterlyAlive]

There is digital cleaning/tidying up before death, and Lord do I hate it.

It's so very tedious. How long have you been working on that?

 

[woxihuanni]

It's so very tedious. How long have you been working on that?

The problem is that I have not, it's just looming. Used to have everything ready to go, at some point it went to hell.

 

[BitterlyAlive]

The problem is that I have not, it's just looming. Used to have everything ready to go, at some point it went to hell.

Ahhh. I see... Maybe set small, easily achievable goals to help you get started? Unless I'm misinterpreting the situation - if so, I apologize.

 

[woxihuanni]

Ahhh. I see... Maybe set small, easily achievable goals to help you get started? Unless I'm misinterpreting the situation - if so, I apologize.

No no, you understand it well. I should do that, otherwise it is just one big terrible chore. Strongly suspect my SI doesn't want me getting it done.

 

[BitterlyAlive]

No no, you understand it well. I should do that, otherwise it is just one big terrible chore. Strongly suspect my SI doesn't want me getting it done.

SI is such a bitch, lol. It kept me from carrying on with my attempt and I'm still salty.

 

[woxihuanni]

SI is such a bitch, lol. It kept me from carrying on with my attempt and I'm still salty.

It is, wish I knew how to get rid of the fucker. Don't be hard on yourself, the bus is on regular schedule.

 

[Amumu]

I'm a little bit tired of getting operated all the time.

 

[KleinerWolf]

Knocked down a bottle of beer only about 3 times in a row within the last 10 minutes,
my 4 year old MacBook is now alcohol proof.

*slow clap*

Knocked down a bottle of beer only about 3 times in a row within the last 10 minutes,
my 4 year old MacBook is now alcohol proof.

*slow clap*

Looks like I'm gonna need a new laptop

Mac is fucked.
Short circuit, components smell burnt, won't turn on.
RIP.

 

[ForensicallyAware]

People need victims and scapegoats

 

[catalepsy]

Tempered glass explodes when you ding a corner of it against a steel beam. If that's the case, wouldn't it make more sense to call it untempered glass? When you work with this stuff for long enough, you notice that everybody around you has begun to adopt the qualities of the glass. They're fickle and quick to shatter.

 

[http-410]

I often think that I should just give up planning and stand in front of a train.

 

[Wayfaerer]

me ages 16-26: "Golly gee, wouldn't it be swell if I were to blow my brains out? "

me ages 27-now: "I am going to blow my fucking brains out! "

 

[WOODESITY]

Yesterday night, I was hanging out with my roommate and one guy who comes around, subject of having kids was brought up and i couldn't resist to tell them that by creating life you're imposing suffering on someone and it's never right thing to do, it's sad that people just want to have kids, life is nothing but suffering and things that seem good are satisfaction of some deprivation, looking at this life as it is, life isn't worth going through

 

[Morphinekiss]

Single digit countdown.

 

[nerve]

It feels like I'm running out of time and that's such a relief to me. My patience is wearing thinner and thinner all the time.

 

[http-410]

Today I feel a bit better than yesterday. Probably because I slept very long despite having quartered a sleeping pill. However, I am afraid of getting addicted to them (again).

It feels like I'm running out of time

This. Constantly. But I feel rushed.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

It's 6 am and the sun still isn't out yet. I'm too scared to sleep in the dark and the lights in my room always hurt to sleep in. I need natural daylight to feel safe enough to sleep but also I'm really hungry but I'm too scared to get out of my blanket. What the hell is wrong with me I'm a 26 year old man afraid of the dark and afraid of all the internet creepy stuff that scares me I am so scared right now I feel like it could all be real I also need to go to the bathroom but I can't I'm too scared. If I sleep too late I won't have enough time to take my Online test tomorrow That's due by 5 pm I hate being this scared what if when I go to sleep I get sleep paralysis.