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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,214
Sugar, Sugar…
O' that night in your embrace
When you stole away the keys
My heart held onto so tight

Pleasure, Pleasure...
But a fleeting melody
It wraps itself around me...
And now through the air i fly

Woh... Woh...
Burning on in my heart fire
Burn my love away, all away
Like a bullet of love. Fire
Burn my love away, all away
Guitar, Guitar...
Up together to the sky...
 
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,463
We are secrets to each other
Each one's life a novel
No-one else has read
Even joined in bonds of love
We're linked to one another
By such slender threads

We are planets to each other
Drifting in our orbits
To a brief eclipse
Each of us a world apart
Alone and yet together
Like two passing ships

Just between us
I think it's time for us to recognize
The differences we sometimes feared to show
Just between us
I think it's time for us to realize
The spaces in between
Leave room
For you and I to grow

We are strangers to each other
Full of sliding panels
An illusion show
Acting well-rehearsed routines
Or playing from the heart?
It's hard for one to know

Just between us
I think it's time for us to recognize
The differences we sometimes feared to show
Just between us
I think it's time for us to realize
The spaces in between
Leave room
For you and I to grow

We are islands to each other
Building hopeful bridges
On a troubled sea
Some are burned or swept away
Some we would not choose
But we're not always free

Just between us
I think it's time for us to recognize
The differences we sometimes feared to show
Just between us
I think it's time for us to realize
The spaces in between
Leave room
For you and I to grow
 
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derpyderpins

derpyderpins

In the Service of the Queen
Sep 19, 2023
1,900
When we look back to all this as I know we will
You and me, wide eyed
I wonder
Will we really remember
how it feels to be this alive?

And I know we have to go
I realize
we only get to stay so long
Always have to go back to real lives
Where we belong

When we think back to all this and I'm sure we will
Me and you, here and now
Will we forget the way it really is
Why it feels like this and how?

And we always have to go
I realize
We always have to say goodbye
Always have to go back to real lives
But "real lives" are the reason why
We want to live another life
We want to feel another time
Another time

When we look back at it all as I know we will
You and me, wide eyed
I wonder
Will we really remember how it feels to be this alive?

And I know we have to go
I realize
we always have to turn away
Always have to go back to real lives
But real lives are why we stay
For another dream
Another day
For another world
Another way
For another way

One last time before it's over
One last time before the end
One last time before it's time to go again
 
vauhmit

vauhmit

Member
May 6, 2024
10
Yeah
30 days of night, go and coil me up
Yeah

30 days of night, go and coil me up
40-hour drive, never sleep enough
Got no penitence, hatred in my gut
Ghost Mountain screamin' out, turning dust to dust
30 days of night, go and coil me up
40-hour drive, never sleep enough
Body skin and bone, crawlin' into the tub
I'll be coiled in your lap 'til you wake me up

I'm so tired
See me heading down with the low beams (With the low beams)
Wrapped in barbed wire
How you keep me chained
Chop me like a tree (Chop me like a tree)
Pushing off to feel lighter
I'm a furnace, go and fuel the fire
Cut the sound, hear the choir
Coiled in my brain, this my empire (Yeah)


30 days of night, go and coil me up
40-hour drive, never sleep enough
Got no penitence, hatred in my gut
Ghost Mountain screamin' out, turning dust to dust
30 days of night, go and coil me up
40-hour drive, never sleep enough
Body skin and bone, crawlin' into the tub
I'll be coiled in your lap 'til you wake me up

Don't forget, we are not your friends
Temperamental, sacrilegious, thought you knew me then
I'm just hollowed out, call it self defense
Lay them bones upon the earth, never tried for them
Tryna lose my frontal lobe like they used to do
Pierce the night, go and sleep until it hurts you
I'm the creak beneath the floorboards of my room
Coiled up vertebrae in a corkscrew

30 days of night, go and coil me up
40-hour drive, never sleep enough
Got no penitence, hatred in my gut
Ghost Mountain screamin' out, turning dust to dust
30 days of night, go and coil me up
40-hour drive, never sleep enough
Body skin and bone, crawlin' into the tub
I'll be coiled in your lap 'til you wake me up

Yeah
'Til you wake me up
I'll be coiled in your lap 'til you wake me up
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,214
You brought the rain and shine into my life
I know you got to leave but I'm not surprised
What's the use? Any way I lose,
And there's nothing I can do
Wanna know the truth? (Yeah I do)
I'm already missing you

And is this really worth saving
If this can't work anymore?
And I can see you don't believe, so you'll pack up and leave
If I can't change it
This is just the way it is

What if I revise his words deep into my soul?
What if I see her smile, would it make me crave her more?
What if I heard his voice and it gave me no other choice than to pray?
From day to day I wonder

I'm not unsure, not quite certain though
Where these problems came from
I'm not unsure, not quite certain though
Why I'm feeling so drawn

Just because it always was and it will always be this way
Works because all my love makes for a shining, shining day
It begins to rain, you feel the change
I start to wonder if I'm ever gonna see you again
Then she tells me this is not the end

Drawn to the smile on your face
But these are my dreams, and this is your place
If that's what you want, it's not what I need
I'm high and dry, and you're at sea
Listen please (I'm listening)
You color every breath I breathe

'Cause if everything changes, will this work anymore?
And I can see you don't believe as I'm ready to leave
We can't change this
No, can we save this?

What if I told you the stars, he drew them only for you?
What if I can't dream 'cause I'm dreaming of you?
What have I got to lose if I never ever reach the end of you?
I guess we'll find out soon

I'm not unsure, not quite certain though
Where these problems came from
I'm not unsure, not quite certain though
Why I'm feeling so drawn
To a life with you
Oh oh oh
Drawn to you

Just because it always was and it will always be this way
It works because all my love makes for a shining shining day
It begins to rain, you feel the change
I start to wonder if I'm ever gonna see you again
Then he tells me this is not the end
Oh
 
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po1sentree

po1sentree

ᠭᠤᠨᠢᠭᠲᠠᠢ
Sep 14, 2024
64
As she walks in the room
Scented and tall
Hesitating once more
And as I take on myself
And the bitterness I felt
I realize that love flows
Wild, white horses
They will take me away
And the tenderness I feel
Will send the dark underneath
Will I follow?
Through the glory of life
I will scatter on the floor
Disappointed and sore
And in my thoughts I have bled
For the riddles I've been fed
Another lie moves over
Wild, white horses
They will take me away
And the tenderness I feel
Will send the dark underneath
Will I follow?
Wild, white horses
They will take me away
And the tenderness I feel
Will send the dark underneath
Will I follow?
 
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NullSz00

NullSz00

Full-Swing Sayonara
Feb 22, 2024
214
Maybe I'll be Tracer
I'm already Tracer
What about Widowmaker?
I'm already Widowmaker
I'll be Bastion
Nerf Bastion
You're right, so, Winston
I wanna be Winston
I guess I'll be Genji
I'm already Genji
Then I'll be McCree
I already chose McCree
I have an idea
What's your idea?
You should be
I'm not gonna be Mercy

You should've picked Mercy
I'm not gonna be any kind of support
We ended up losing, and it's all your fault
Your tears are what I live for

I'm not gonna be Mercy
You should've picked any kind of support
We ended up losing, and you got all mad
You should learn how this game works
 
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ra1nw3rldd

ra1nw3rldd

︻デ═一
Sep 13, 2023
42
i know how the knife feels - i will let u know
- bladee, 'Reborn'
 
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,463
He's a real nowhere man
Sitting in his nowhere land
Making all his nowhere plans for nobody

Doesn't have a point of view
Knows not where he's going to
Isn't he a bit like you and me?
Nowhere man please listen
You don't know what you're missing
Nowhere man, the world is at your command

He's as blind as he can be
Just sees what he wants to see
Nowhere man, can you see me at all
Nowhere man don't worry
Take your time, don't hurry
Leave it all 'til somebody else
Lends you a hand
Ah, la, la, la, la

Doesn't have a point of view
Knows not where he's going to
Isn't he a bit like you and me?
Nowhere man please listen
You don't know what you're missing
Nowhere man, The world is at your command
Ah, la, la, la, la

He's a real nowhere man
Sitting in his nowhere land
Making all his nowhere plans for nobody
Making all his nowhere plans for nobody
Making all his nowhere plans for nobody
 
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landmine

landmine

地雷女
Mar 12, 2023
84
I don't feel like I can be anything more than this (I've gotta...)
I don't really want to be anything more than this (I've gotta...)
I just wanna be whatever you want me to be (I've gotta...)
I don't wanna have a soul (I've gotta...)
I don't know what I am, but I want you to show me (I've gotta...)
I don't want to have the capacity to feel lonely (I've gotta...)
I want you to destroy me, so I'll feel better (I've gotta...)
I don't wanna leave this moment, ever, ever, ever, ever (I've gotta...)
I wanna leave this world with you
I wanna become something better with you
I wanna fuck our bodies into broken shells
I wanna lose ourselves forever
 
derpyderpins

derpyderpins

In the Service of the Queen
Sep 19, 2023
1,900
I spent the day in bed
It's a consolation
When all my dreams
Are perfectly legal
In sheets for which I paid
I am now laid
And I recommend to all of my friends that they
Stop watching the news
Because the news contrives to frighten you
To make you feel small and alone
To make you feel that your mind isn't your own

Oh time, do as I wish
Time, do as I wish
Oh time, do as I wish
Time, do as I wish
Oh time, do as I wish
Time, do as I wish
Oh time, do as I wish
Do as I wish

I spent the day in bed
You can please yourself
But, I spent the day in bed
Pillows like pillars
Life ends in death

So, there's nothing wrong with
Being good to yourself
Be good to yourself for once
And no bus, no boss, no rain, no train
No bus, no boss, no rain, no train
No bus, no boss, no rain, no train
No emasculation, no castration
No highway, freeway, motorway
 
wondering&wandering

wondering&wandering

Too often I think about the nature of thinking...
Jan 12, 2024
243
Here in my mind, losing my friends
Fall on my face, do it again
You say, "How do you do?"
Man, how 'bout you? Man, how 'bout you?
To be free, to be sold
To be killed, to be safe
In my head, I'm alone
I'm not dead, I'm ashamed
Just like you, I've been trying to escape
In my bones, I feel cold
I give thanks to the Lord
Industry, in the street
Let me go, let me be
I don't need to be here
I'm alone, can't you see? Can't you see?

I don't think you understand
There's nowhere left to turn, these walls keep breaking
Time is like a leaf in the wind
Either it's time well spent or time I've wasted
Don't waste it
 
NullSz00

NullSz00

Full-Swing Sayonara
Feb 22, 2024
214
Can you hear me?
Do you still hear my voice?
Echoes back with me, why did you make that choice?
You surround me, and your memory is crowded, by all means dark
I can feel you there

You'll never leave me, I swear
It's just a nightmare that won't end
So I pretend

That I'll see you again
And that I'll save from all the things I failed to
Now I'm without you
I can't forgive the wrongs I've done you
But now you're gone forever
I remember
How bright you shined on your own
Yet I remain alone
 
vanillamilkshakes

vanillamilkshakes

Aspiring Corpse
Aug 26, 2024
435
'Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death greats me warm, Now I will say goodbye
(Goodbye)"
 
derpyderpins

derpyderpins

In the Service of the Queen
Sep 19, 2023
1,900
Well it's been building up inside of me
For, oh, I don't know how long
I don't know why
But I keep thinking
Something's bound to go wrong
But she looks in my eyes
And makes me realize
And she says "don't worry, baby"
Don't worry, baby
Don't worry, baby
Everything will turn out alright

She told me "Baby, when you race today
Just take along my love with you
And if you knew how much I loved you
Baby, nothing could go wrong with you"
Oh what she does to me
When she makes love to me
And she says "don't worry, baby"
Don't worry, baby
Don't worry, baby
Everything will turn out alright
 
Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,463
Sprawling on the fringes of the city
In geometric order
An insulated border
In-between the bright lights
And the far unlit unknown

Growing up it all seems so one-sided
Opinions all provided
The future pre-decided
Detached and subdivided
In the mass production zone

Any escape might help to smooth
The unattractive truth
But the suburbs have no charms to soothe
The restless dreams of youth

Drawn like moths we drift into the city
The timeless old attraction
Cruising for the action
Lit up like a firefly
Just to feel the living night

Well, some will sell their dreams for small desires
Or lose the race to rats
Get caught in ticking traps
And start to dream of somewhere
To relax their restless flight
 
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Gorbolflungus

Gorbolflungus

--------------------
Sep 15, 2024
36
I don't know dude, I just—I just drink blood dude
 
nomoredolor

nomoredolor

Student
Sep 7, 2024
178
We can leave this world, leave it all behind
We can steal this car if your folks don't mind
We can live forever if you've got the time, oh
I'm the only friend that makes you cry
You're a heart attack in black hair dye
So just save yourself and I'll hold them back tonight

Save Yourself, I'll Hold Them Back by My Chemical Romance
 
ms_beaverhousen

ms_beaverhousen

-Still terminal, but no less annoyed-
Mar 14, 2024
1,322
You got a lot of nerve, don't you, baby?
I only hit the curb 'cause you made me
You're tellin' all your friends that I'm crazy
Like I'm the only one
Why'd you throw them stones if you
Had a wild hair of your own or two?
Livin' in your big glass house with a view
I thought you knew
I had some help
It ain't like I can make this kind of mess all by myself
Don't act like you ain't help me pull that bottle off the shelf
Been deep in every weekend if you couldn't tell
They say teamwork makes the dream work
Hell, I had some help (help)
(Help)
 
Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,214
The wind blows hard in December
Our last fight, do you remember?
Counting the days, since we left
You and I, slipping away
The Days gone by when you loved me
No way, the way you now treat me
Pouring wine into my glass
Looking back to where we were?
There's no direction for us
Here it comes the endless fight
Show us light, for now
Show a sign for where we can go
Into the cave with no guiding light
Do you know...?
Where is the goal?
Don't just follow
We can try, because we're living now
It's bitter, so many sorrows
But we can swallow
It's gonna be our hardest times
 
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