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hawkoflight

hawkoflight

🕊️Blessed king of longing
Aug 12, 2024
27
"
I'm a shape-shifter at Poe's masquerade
Hiding both face and mind, all free for you to draw
I'm a shape-shifter chained down to my core
Please don't take off my mask, my place to hide
I can't tell you
How to see me
Just a cage of bones
There's nothing inside
Will it unleash me?
Burning down the walls
Is there a way for me to break?
"
 
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NullSz00

NullSz00

Full-Swing Sayonara
Feb 22, 2024
214
All odds against us, this life is a battleground
Blessing the curse
Will you live in darkness or fight the heartless?
Down in the gutter, my senses start failing now
Through all the clutter, I'll find you because I know
No matter what we're together, remember

To hell and back
We're starting over from the heart
(Don't look down, keep looking up)
No one can stop us anymore
Nothing could ever brеak our will
To hell and back
We'll fight and nevеr fall apart
(Don't look down, keep looking up)
To all my brothers and my sisters
In arms rise

This is our time
The moment we've waited for
This is our time to call the storm
This is the time we've waited for
This is the time to let them know
We're here to stay indefinite
We're here to stay to defend
 
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mikgazer6

mikgazer6

college student
Jul 1, 2024
42
Sometimes I think I'm stranded in hotels
hanging from the tallest tree in town

Unwound - Demons Sing Love Songs
 
Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,214
Life starts with a sunny day
Let's feel our ocean breath
We are cruisin' open seas
Can't wait for a new venture

La La... La La... La La... a new venture...
La La... La La... La La... a new venture...
Lalaaaa... a new venture
Lalaaaa... a new venture
Lalaaaa...

Nothin's gonna stop us now
We'll conquer the Seven Seas
No one's gettin' left behind
Get ready for a new venture

La La... La La... La La... a new venture...
La La... La La... La La... a new venture...
Lalaaaa... a new venture
Lalaaaa... a new venture
Lalaaaa...

Life starts with a sunny day
Let's feel our ocean breath
We are cruisin' open seas
Can't wait for a new venture

Lalaaaa..............
La La... La La... La La... a new venture...
La La... La La... La La... a new venture...
Lalaaaa... a new venture
Lalaaaa... a new venture
Lalaaaa...
 
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Heartaches

Heartaches

Apologizing for my life and ever entering yours
May 6, 2021
261
I know it's hard
To allow someone's entry to your opened door
To get to know the boy you don't know anymore
But I know that you're tired so you don't say
How you're feeling alright

But you got time, it's fine
But next time I hope someone warns you of danger
'Cause how could you even guess you were in danger?
Maybe it's cause you're trying to find
The next stop out of town
So you'll stay out of danger
But who's to blame when you still claim that you're in danger?


~ Pinkpantheress, "Danger"
 
Spreadingmywings

Spreadingmywings

Experienced
May 22, 2019
258
Catch me if you can
Working on my tan
Salvatore
Dying by the hand Of a foreign man
Happily🎐🎑
 
Lady Laudanum

Lady Laudanum

Here for a bad time, not a long time
May 9, 2024
813
With god as my witness, you corporate fucking prick
I did not become a doctor just to suck the devil's dick
 
L

LostInTheWoods

Student
Oct 28, 2023
107
The grabbing hands grab all they can everything counts in large amounts
 
One day too late

One day too late

….
Aug 14, 2020
4,236
I wanna be the very best
Like no one ever was
To catch them is my real test
To train them is my cause​
 
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NullSz00

NullSz00

Full-Swing Sayonara
Feb 22, 2024
214
I'm falling free in the wind, in the wind
Free to be me in the wind, in the wind
What would it feel like to be speed of light
And rule the night and day
Watch as it passes by you, the masses try you
But they just can't keep up

Into the free, into the me
Into the ever knowin'
Felt so refrained,
Felt so constrained
But now I'm breaking out and

I'm falling free in the wind, in the wind,
Free to be me in the wind, in the wind

Beg, borrow, steal, you made your deal
And with no hesitation
Crawl, walk, or run, you've had your fun
Of which is very certain

Into the free, into the me
Into the ever knowin'
Felt so constrained, felt so to blame
But now I'm breaking out and

I'm falling into the free, to the free
Free to be me I am free, I am free
 
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derpyderpins

derpyderpins

In the Service of the Queen
Sep 19, 2023
1,900
[The Grouch]

I was a young boy that had big plans
Now I'm just another shitty old man
I don't have fun and I hate everything
The world owes me, so fuck you

Glory days don't mean shit to me
I drank a six-pack of apathy
Life's a bitch and so am I
The world owes me, so fuck you
 
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derpyderpins

derpyderpins

In the Service of the Queen
Sep 19, 2023
1,900
My friend's got a girlfriend, man,
He hates that bitch.
He tells me ev-er-y day.
He says "man I really gotta lose my chick
In the worst kinda way."

She sits on her ass, he works his hands to the bone
To bring her money every payday
But she wants more dinero just to stay at home
Well, my friend, you've gotta say:

"I won't pay, I won't pay ya,
No wa-a-a-ay.
Na Na, why don't you get a job?"
Say "no way," say "now way, yeah,
No wa-a-a-ay.
Na Na why don't you get a job?"

I guess it ain't easy doing nothing at all, oh yeah
But hey, man, free rides just don't come along everyday
 
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,463
It's getting to the point where I'm no fun anymore
I am sorry
Sometimes it hurts so badly I must cry out loud
I am lonely

I am yours, you are mine, you are what you are
You make it hard

Remember what we've said and done and felt about each other
Oh, babe have mercy
Don't let the past remind us of what we are not now
I am not dreaming

I am yours, you are mine, you are what you are
You make it hard

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Tearing yourself away from me now you are free
And I am crying
This does not mean I don't love you I do that's forever
Yes and for always

I am yours, you are mine, you are what you are
You make it hard

Something inside is telling me that I've got your secret
Are you still listening?
Fear is the lock and laughter the key to your heart
And I love you


I am yours, you are mine, you are what you are
You make it hard
And you make it hard
And you make it hard
And you make it hard

Lacy lilting lyric
Losing love lamenting
Change my life, make it right
Be my lady

Doo doo doo doo doo, doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo doo, doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo doo, doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo doo, doo doo doo doo

Que linda me la traiga Cuba
La reina de la Mar Caribe
Cielo sol no tiene sangreahi
Y que triste que no puedo vaya oh va, oh va

Doo doo doo doo doo, doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo doo, doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo doo, doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo doo, doo doo doo doo
 
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sugarb

sugarb

thief of silent dreams
Jun 14, 2024
796
The world has turned and left me here
Just where I was before you appeared
And in your place, an empty space
Has filled the void behind my face

I talked for hours to your wallet photograph
And you just listened
You laughed enchanted by intellect
Or maybe you didn't

You remain, turned away
Turning further every day
 
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heavyeyes

heavyeyes

Oct 9, 2022
1,728
I think the apple's rotten right to the core
From all the things passed down
From all the apples coming before
I split the apple down symmetrical lines
And what I find is kinda scary
Makes me just wanna drive
 
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fleetingnight

fleetingnight

incapable of shutting up
May 2, 2024
650
Face your fears and tell him what the reason is or
Hide the tears and be of dutiful assistance.
Disappearing on the day you left him there alone.
Oh, what a tragedy! You cannot help but be despicable.
 
slamjoetry

slamjoetry

Nobody likes you when you're 23
Apr 19, 2024
49
Next thing you know, they'll take my thoughts away
 
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derpyderpins

derpyderpins

In the Service of the Queen
Sep 19, 2023
1,900
Brenda and Eddie were the
Popular steadies
And the king and the queen
Of the prom 👸🤴
Riding around with the car top
Down and the radio on
Nobody looked any finer 😎
Or was more of a hit at the
Parkway Diner
We never knew we could want more than that out of life
Surely Brenda and Eddie would
Always know how to survive 🙄

Brenda and Eddie were still going
Steady in the summer of '75
When they decided the marriage would
Be at the end of July ❤️🥰
Everyone said they were crazy🤣
Brenda you know that you're much too lazy🙄
And Eddie could never afford to live that kind of life😜
But there we were wavin' Brenda and Eddie goodbye

Well they got an apartment with deep pile carpet
And a couple of paintings from Sears
A big waterbed that they bought
With the bread 💲
They had saved for a couple
Of years
They started to fight when the
Money got tight
And they just didn't count on
The tears 😭

They lived for a while in a
Very nice style
But it's always the same in the end 🤷
They got a divorce as a matter
Of course 😭
And they parted the closest
Of friends
Then the king and the queen went
Back to the green
But you can never go back
There again

Brenda and Eddie had had it
Already by the summer of '75
From the high to the low to
The end of the show
For the rest of their lives
They couldn't go back to
The greasers
The best they could do was
Pick up their pieces
We always knew they would both
Find a way to get by
That's all I heard about
Brenda and Eddie
Can't tell you more than I
Told you already
And here we are wavin' Brenda
And Eddie goodbye 👋👋
 
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Georg

Georg

Experienced
Feb 25, 2023
263
"Is it worth the aggravation
To find yourself a job when there's nothing worth working for?
It's a crazy situation
But all I need are cigarettes and alcohol!"
 
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NullSz00

NullSz00

Full-Swing Sayonara
Feb 22, 2024
214
Standing here
I realize
You are just like me
Trying to make history
But who's to judge
The right from wrong
When our guard is down
I think we'll both agree
That

Violence breeds violence
But in the end it has to be this way

I've carved my own path
You followed your wrath
But maybe we're both the same

The world has turned
And so many have burned
But nobody is to blame

Yet staring across this barren wasted land
I feel new life will be born
Beneath the blood stained sand
Beneath the blood stained sand
 
RoseGarden

RoseGarden

Alone & Unloved
Apr 10, 2024
98
Can we pretend that l am doing fine?
I feel my patience wearing thin
I'm sure the purpose suppress inside
Will rot me from within
And any second can checkout
l accept it as it's not that hard to die


Tragic, by silent theory
 
thgilrats

thgilrats

kmsing while caramelldansen plays
May 29, 2023
188
Causin' problems makes you famous
All the violence makes a statement


«Lights out» by Mindless Self Indulgence
 
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derpyderpins

derpyderpins

In the Service of the Queen
Sep 19, 2023
1,900
Mirrors on the ceiling, the pink champagne on ice
And she said, "We are all just prisoners here of our own device"
And in the master's chambers, they gathered for the feast
They stab it with their steely knives, but they just can't kill the beast

Last thing I remember, I was running for the door
I had to find the passage back to the place I was before
"Relax, " said the night man, "We are programmed to receive...
You can check out any time you like, but you can never leave"
 
derpyderpins

derpyderpins

In the Service of the Queen
Sep 19, 2023
1,900
Waiting for the winds of change
To sweep the clouds away
Waiting for the rainbow's end
To cast its gold your way
Countless ways
You pass the days
Waiting for someone to call
And turn your world around
Looking for an answer to
The questions you have found

Looking for
An open door

Oh, you don't get something for nothing
You don't get freedom for free
You won't get wise
With the sleep still in your eyes
No matter what your dreams might be

No, you don't get something for nothing
You can't have freedom for free
You won't get wise
With the sleep still in your eyes
No matter what your dream might be

What you own is your own kingdom
What you do is your own glory
What you love is your own power
What you live is your own story

In your head is the answer
Let it guide you along
Let your heart be the anchor
And the beat of your song
 
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QteStimBnnuy

QteStimBnnuy

Qtpuppet
Feb 9, 2023
144
>He got hit like I got hit but he ain't fucking breathing
 
NullSz00

NullSz00

Full-Swing Sayonara
Feb 22, 2024
214
It's those unintelligent monsters, ain't it?
What are they thinking? Please, explain it
Don't really need this crap, can't waste time
What I possess can't copy and paste down

I'm doing it better, never settling for another regular
Letter to my enemies, hey, I'm telling ya
I'm breaking you down to the level of molecular

Better be wise when you're choosing battles, it's mostly babbles
You know one of those big-time shady foe-foes ain't worth fighting for
I drop these bars in my sleep
Few more tricks up my sleeve
It's way too late for you to leave now (get ready)

Disturbing the peace
Look into my eyes
Now tell me the things
You know, laughing about behind my back

The tenacity I hold
I hope it's hard to break down
It's too late for apologies
It's going down now
 
derpyderpins

derpyderpins

In the Service of the Queen
Sep 19, 2023
1,900
They made up their minds
And they started packing
They left before the sun came up that day
An exit to eternal summer slacking
But where were they going without ever knowing the way?

They drank up the wine
And they got to talking
They now had more important things to say
And when the car broke down
They started walking
Where were they going without ever knowing the way?

Anyone can see the road that they walk on is paved in gold
And it's always summer
They'll never get cold
They'll never get hungry
They'll never get old and gray
You can see their shadows wandering off somewhere
They won't make it home
But they really don't care
They wanted the highway
They're happier there today, today

Their children woke up
And they couldn't find 'em
They left before the sun came up that day
They just drove off and left it all behind 'em
But where were they going without ever knowing the way?

Anyone can see the road that they walk on is paved in gold
And it's always summer
They'll never get cold
They'll never get hungry
They'll never get old and gray
You can see their shadows wandering off somewhere
They won't make it home
But they really don't care
They wanted the highway
They're happier there today, today
 
Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,463
It's getting to the point where I'm no fun anymore
I am sorry
Sometimes it hurts so badly I must cry out loud
I am lonely

I am yours, you are mine, you are what you are
You make it hard

Remember what we've said and done and felt about each other
Oh, babe have mercy
Don't let the past remind us of what we are not now
I am not dreaming

I am yours, you are mine, you are what you are
You make it hard

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Tearing yourself away from me now you are free
And I am crying
This does not mean I don't love you I do that's forever
Yes and for always

I am yours, you are mine, you are what you are
You make it hard

Something inside is telling me that I've got your secret
Are you still listening?
Fear is the lock and laughter the key to your heart
And I love you

I am yours, you are mine, you are what you are
You make it hard
And you make it hard
And you make it hard
And you make it hard

Friday evening
Sunday in the afternoon
What have you got to lose?

Tuesday morning
Please be gone I'm tired of you
What have you got to lose?

Can I tell it like it is? (Help me I'm sufferin')
Listen to me baby
It's my heart that's a sufferin' it's a dyin' (Help me I'm dyin')
And that's what I have to lose (To lose)

I've got an answer
I'm going to fly away
What have I got to lose?

Will you come see me
Thursdays and Saturdays?
What have you got to lose?

Chestnut brown canary
Ruby throated sparrow
Sing a song, don't be long
Thrill me to the marrow

Voices of the angels
Ring around the moonlight
Asking me said she so free
How can you catch the sparrow?

Lacy lilting lyric
Losing love lamenting
Change my life, make it right
Be my lady

Doo doo doo doo doo, doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo doo, doo doo doo doo

Doo doo doo doo doo, doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo doo, doo doo doo doo

Que linda me la traiga Cuba
La reina de la Mar Caribe
Cielo sol no tiene sangreahi
Y que triste que no puedo vaya oh va, oh va

Doo doo doo doo doo, doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo doo, doo doo doo doo

Doo doo doo doo doo, doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo doo, doo doo doo doo
 
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LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

Angelic
Jul 23, 2022
4,278
Final words of "All I really want" by Alanis Morisette:


AAYAYAYAYAYAYAYA
 
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