probably will catch the buss 31/12

[Teleftaía Anapnoí]

I am so fucking tired, I don't know how I'll be able to live next year. My money is running out. I just can't find a job and even now I don't even want any more jobs. Everyone is broken, corrupted. I just can't live in a world like this. We are all seeing the war coming, I don't want to experience any of that. That's it, I just can't do it anymore. I'll just have my last parties and I'm going to leave before my flame goes out.
My method of choice are SN, i have metoclopramide and also some antipsichothics if i need. Weed too. I plan to leave calmly, I want my body to be calm. This won't be sad, death cannot be sad. It is a constituent part of life.
I plan to do some rituals, I have no one to do them for me. Anyway, I'm finally actually planning. It's a reality so close to me. I hope that there is rest on the other side, and if by some chance there really is a God. I will curse him for creating this prison.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

I really hope you find peace and I don't blame you.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I hope you find peace, safe travels and good luck!

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I wish I could too. New years eve when the NPCS are shooting fireworks and drunk could provide cover for my suicide. Nobody can hear anything with all the fire works exploding at 12 midnight December 31 2023.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

I wish I could too. New years eve when the NPCS are shooting fireworks and drunk could provide cover for my suicide. Nobody can hear anything with all the fire works exploding at 12 midnight December 31 2023.

Ha, I use to enjoy shooting fireworks as a kid on new years eve but now its utterly pointless to celebrate the start of a new year, it's just the same as the last if you take away the novelty of it all.

 

[EyeBeyond]

Hope u find peace, safe travels

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel so tired of existing in this dreadful world that is filled with endless suffering, I hope that you find the freedom you search for.