Anyone else a loser failure

[Kotochan]

I'm just a loser failure I can't imagine myself going to school or getting a job I can't do it and so I face the consequences of everyone thinking I'm a loser and treating me like one not to mention I'll be homeless if I keep this up

I got a gun and I've been thinking of going out to a park at night and dying I just have no reason to tell anyone in real life

I'm 31 btw, or 30 idk. I'm a loser I think it's my only redemption

 

[RadiantNumber]

Yes, I am 31 too and I am looser too, welcome to the club

 

[Kotochan]

I think I'll practice shooting myself again tonight I have to start somewhere...

 

[RadiantNumber]

I think I'll practice shooting myself again tonight I have to start somewhere...

You coult try exit mask or SN

 

[Kotochan]

You coult try exit mask or SN

I got a gun because I tried fentanyl and it didn't work, I can't have it backfire again a gun Is best in my book

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

i remember you took fentanyl and was found and brought back to life and got brain damaged .

do you think you recovered from that brain damage?

imo i think you used to write differently.

that's one of my biggest fears brain damage and it's one reason i haven't attempted.

what gun do you have?

what do you mean practice shooting yourself, you mean dry firing with no ammunition in the gun?

6 or 7 years passed like a blink of an eye . another reason why life and all the things they say are so important so "enjoyable" so meaningful really mean nothing and are totally meaningless.

however to me 1 second of the worst pain , much more 3 seconds 10 seconds 60 seconds of the constant worst pain must be avoided at all costs . that matters to me avoiding unbearable pain

 

[lpdsvm]

I wish I had a gun. Many countries don't allow any guns because they know the real reason for banning them (CTB).
If I had it, I would probably go somewhere now and CTB.

 

[dearlydeparted44]

So, you feel like a loser in a rigged game? You're a loser because you're not following the "milk-toast" script? You WANT to live that life? You actually care what other apes think about you? You want to be like the next person?

I get wanting connection and fulfilling work and accomplishment. However, not achieving some or any of those things within the context of THIS life and the way it's set up doesn't make one a loser. I'm sorry you feel this way.

 

[Passenger4224]

Yes! I am also a loser failure. In fact, Loser is my middle name!

 

[theangelswept]

Loser failure 32 year old reporting!