RustedandWeathered
Addicted to cutting myself.
- May 7, 2026
- 21
I'm putting myself through more suffering because my worthless ass deserves it. Plus I will starve myself for a month or so before I kill myself. I'm gonna start cutting myself deeper again just to feel something other than this. I want to cut so deep that blood is dripping from the cuts. If I die from starving myself then oh fucking well. Knowing my ex friend wants me to die makes me feel like even more of a failure. I don't want anyone to mourn me. I want my family and "friends" to be happy that another horrible person is dead. I'm probably going to hell for what I've done. I feel like a stalker for trying to contact my ex friend again. I deserve death. I am a disgusting person. I have nothing and no one left. We have to move out by tomorrow evening. We're gonna be living in a motel for a little while and then move to a different trailer. I hate my life so much and I wish I could kill myself right now. But like I said I'm putting myself through more suffering. I truly deserve this..
