Discussion Post-high after coming close to ctb’ing?

[forever21]

Well, I have a BDSM kink, and it's hard to find guys into my kink and who are all around everything else I want.

I thought I was ugly before him, so it's not a big deal. I've also gotten professional help for three years, but it didn't help.

I do trust most men. My ex lied to me, but I still trust most men. It was a stupid misstep on my part..probably partly because I've really wanted to SN


I'm sorry, but you really don't :s I hope that doesn't offend you

Depending on your specific kink, you should try to find people online or in specific clubs.
Youre from California, there has to be some clubs that cater to people with your desires.
I don't know which specific kink you are onto, but if you like more light bdsm stuff like maybe spanking, it may be more common accepted and more men are interested in this stuff.
How us your approach? Do you tell this stuff straight forward when meeting a guy?
Is there also a friend or someone you could advice to help you understand dating? Like before you test a guy you aren't a couple with, ask this person and they can tell you it's not that smart. Or you mentioned this subreddit. I am sure people on there would advice you against doing something similar in the future.
If you are not experiences in dating and unsure how to proceed try to hold back next time before reacting.