Discussion [Poll] Are you receiving therapy/ professional MH care?

[Cemetery_Flowers]

I've been in the NHS mental health system for a decade now. I started with children's mental health services when I was 14 and got transferred to adult mental health services just before my 18th birthday. I'm 24 now and still in the system.

I've been on lots of different medications (antidepressants, antipsychotics, benzodiazapines), none of which have worked. I've done a DBT course which in my opinion was awful and a complete waste of time. I'm currently on a 6 month therapy program with a psychologist (that I was on a 6 year waiting list for) which will be coming to an end soon. My psychologist is such a kind and caring person but the therapy part just isn't working. I don't know what treatment I will be given when this program ends, if any. There's been talk of discharging me from mental health services even though I clearly need some kind of help.

I think my brain has been defective from birth to be honest and that's why nothing is working. Even the professionals are giving up on me now. I have no hope for the future.

 

[unicornblue]

Tons of therapy, tons of medication. The only good thing is that after all these years, nobody can blame me that I didn't try.

Feel this.. 3 different in pt stays.. 6 years currently of consistent therapy, complying with medication, psychiatrist, have gone up to 4 fking psych meds.. trying so hard. So at least.. if I do finally finish. At least I know I tried.

 

[noreason.toexist]

Was in psychiatric care for anxiety attacks so I decided to also try to get therapy for the plethora of other things I got going on (partly because of the recommendation of my psychiatrist). I was legit told that I'm just imagining everything, and it all comes from anxiety and that I should go into a day clinic instead.

I'm sure if I didn't have the "proof" of my anxiety with the psychiatrist's note, they would've told me I'm just imagining that as well.

Couple that with how fucking hard it is to get into therapy in the first place, I am not trying that again.

 

[beautifulpristine]

Tried in the past, it went horribly. Was given strong medication that melted my brain (and gave me extreme nausea, nerve damage, and worsened my thoughts!) and that was it.

My current job offers free mental health "wellness checks" with a psychiatrist, but I'm afraid scheduling one could ironically lead to me getting fired lol

 

[jimmyinnout]

In my opinion: most "mh" professionals are "r3tards" with a saviours complex. Either they gave me the same advice I could get by going on tumblr and searching "#depression" or they gave me 0 advice at all, and rather just let me talk and talk until spotify had enough data to confirm better help ads were ABSOLUTELY relevant to me + individuals in a similar "predicament"