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OctaviasBurner

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I want to kill myself because Im not the best at what I dedicate my time to. Could be videogames, writing, music, anything. I feel worthless. I know I'm not the smartest person I know so every waking second I want to end it all and it kills any motivation I have to do anything. What do I do.
 
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Apokryphiel

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You don't have to be the best at anything to be really good at something, you know. You'd be surprised by just how many people aren't even remotely close to the best. I know this isn't what you want to hear, but it's not something you should be ashamed of. A few of the things you mentioned are subjective anyways, so work on becoming the best at those in your own eyes - or maybe in the eyes of others who love what you do. Your passion can go farther than you think.
 
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