Please help I wanna die so bad right now

[PrettyKitty]

I know how hard it is, to look at your body and hate it, like it is not yours.

Because many people have answered already, I will try to gife you a point of view that has not been written yet.
You are focused on how your body looks.
Why do not you focus on what your body can do? :)
For example : your body is that awsome thing that can take you for a walk if you wish ; your hands can take care of your plants or pers, if you have any ; your eyes can let you see your fav movie, so your ears with music ; your mouth can talk friendly and loving.
Your body is the mean you have to experiende something you like.

Of course everything is your choice, but I see you had a bit of a crisis so I am trying to help while you are overwhelmed. :)

ps: social medias are crap, delete if you can.

your right I should probably stay off social media

 

[absolomonisgone]

I was starting to feel good about my body and weight due to getting alot of positive feed back than I saw this thing of a girl on tiktok around the same weight and height being called chubby and I know Asian standards are different than Canada's or USA but it hit hard. It's not just that Im going through med withdrawal (lexapro and prisitq) hurts like hell I haven't eaten in a day or two. Because I'm trying to starve myself to death or to get really skinny I just wanna die like cut my wrist I know not good method no point or hang which I have the stuff for so why not why not shut die I'm fucking useless fat piece of shit who does nothing right how could anybody want me here or love me it's the end make it stop please I just wanna be dead please help me

I just wanna be okay I want help but nothing helps meds mental hospitals doctors therapists of tried it all countless times what's stopping me this time last time I failed I wanna make sure I don't anymore I want this to be the last time I see this hell of a earth

Am I aloud to have a last meal before I hang myself? Or is that bad. I will hang myself I have too

you realise some people here can read your mind from what you write?

 

[etherealgoddess]

I was starting to feel good about my body and weight due to getting alot of positive feed back than I saw this thing of a girl on tiktok around the same weight and height being called chubby and I know Asian standards are different than Canada's or USA but it hit hard. It's not just that Im going through med withdrawal (lexapro and prisitq) hurts like hell I haven't eaten in a day or two. Because I'm trying to starve myself to death or to get really skinny I just wanna die like cut my wrist I know not good method no point or hang which I have the stuff for so why not why not shut die I'm fucking useless fat piece of shit who does nothing right how could anybody want me here or love me it's the end make it stop please I just wanna be dead please help me

I just wanna be okay I want help but nothing helps meds mental hospitals doctors therapists of tried it all countless times what's stopping me this time last time I failed I wanna make sure I don't anymore I want this to be the last time I see this hell of a earth

Am I aloud to have a last meal before I hang myself? Or is that bad. I will hang myself I have too

TikTok is the most toxic site ever, oh my gosh. People on there are insecure and just want to bash anyone to make themselves feel better. If any gorgeous girl calls themselves pretty or shows any kind of confidence, people hate them and say they're way too overconfident for no reason when they're actually so pretty and they're just confident in themselves. If a pretty girl says they're insecure, everyone hates on them and says that they're just fishing for compliments because they know they're pretty but want to hear validation. If any pretty girl talks about the way they see themselves, they're goddamn bashed. Literally anything that a pretty girl does on that site is bashed. That's something you have to realize. I'm considered really pretty by others in real life, and other women want to bash you or twist anything to make you look bad--not all, but enough that you have to watch everything you say and do because there is a huge double standard for pretty women. Please, do not take what these people say seriously. They're probably jealous of the girl that was criticized. That's a compliment for you. I'm telling you, if the person was actually fat, you'd see lots of damn love by women because women always support people who they think are lower than them. This is a generalization (don't feel attacked if you identify as a woman), obviously, but that is what I have noticed at least.

 

[macrocosm]

Social media can be very toxic. I agree you should probably stay off it, it's a highly distorted and superficial representation of reality.

I've never used TikTok and I haven't used my Facebook and IG accounts for years.

You are beautiful if you are a good person. That's what matters most.