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TheLastGreySky

TheLastGreySky

Wizard
Nov 24, 2023
690
So, for those who don't know I fought a custody battle to get my children out of fostercare and I fought with everything I had, me and my wife both pushed to get my kids to have visits with me, but in the end I lost them to the state. The state of Kansas chose to make them orphans just to make money off of them and I have since moved out of that god-awful shithole state.

My wife is pregnant, but I feel like a failure as a parent and I don't think I'm ever going to be okay after what happened. So I'm preparing to save up some money for her and then ctb.

I'm at the point where I have to be on ADHD an antidepressant medication just to function and I'm just done.
 
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INYGTRMTFMO

I Need Your Grace To Remind Me To Find My Own
May 1, 2025
210
Shit, I am so, so sorry that this happened to you and your family. The child welfare system needs some serious and massive overhauls. Wishing you and your wife peace, whatever that may look like for you.
 
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TheLastGreySky

Wizard
Nov 24, 2023
690
Shit, I am so, so sorry that this happened to you and your family. The child welfare system needs some serious and massive overhauls. Wishing you and your wife peace, whatever that may look like for you.
I appreciate you taking time to tell me that. Honestly I am so filled with hate and I just want all the people who did me wrong to hurt but I know in the end the only one who's hurting is me.
 
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socksnsandles

Experienced
Oct 7, 2025
291
sorry about what youre going through. i wish you well on your journey
 
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