People whom I have loved have shafted me!

[Rational man]

I suppose i set myself up for the fall in thinking that people are reliable and trustworthy and loyal. By and large, most people ive known have shafted me. Even my ex partners were screwing others behind-the-scenes. I guess humans have disappointed me not through expectations because ive nevertheless expected anything in return. Well please feel free to join my pity party as you've been kind to me..

 

[LookingOverTheEdge]

I feel you friend. My whole life, I've put others first. I've been honest, I've been fiercely loyal. I've never been shown the same kindness. I know what I want to be, and I'm proud of the way I carry myself, but I don't feel like it's ever been of any benefit.

 

[FuneralCry]

It really is best not to be too trusting of people as it will just cause you to suffer more. People certainly are disappointing and many are capable of such cruelty and it's just the way that things are. It's best to avoid people and just be alone.

 

[jamie_]

I suppose i set myself up for the fall in thinking that people are reliable and trustworthy and loyal. By and large, most people ive known have shafted me. Even my ex partners were screwing others behind-the-scenes. I guess humans have disappointed me not through expectations because ive nevertheless expected anything in return. Well please feel free to join my pity party as you've been kind to me..

Worst part is people can't just be honest and instead are just incredibly irresponsible in letting you buy into something and be brutally tossed aside heartbroken. Don't sell me a falsehood that you give a shit. Cowards.

 

[CTB Dream]

I suppose i set myself up for the fall in thinking that people are reliable and trustworthy and loyal. By and large, most people ive known have shafted me. Even my ex partners were screwing others behind-the-scenes. I guess humans have disappointed me not through expectations because ive nevertheless expected anything in return. Well please feel free to join my pity party as you've been kind to me..

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I feel you friend. My whole life, I've put others first. I've been honest, I've been fiercely loyal. I've never been shown the same kindness. I know what I want to be, and I'm proud of the way I carry myself, but I don't feel like it's ever been of any benefit.

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It really is best not to be too trusting of people as it will just cause you to suffer more. People certainly are disappointing and many are capable of such cruelty and it's just the way that things are. It's best to avoid people and just be alone.

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Worst part is people can't just be honest and instead are just incredibly irresponsible in letting you buy into something and be brutally tossed aside heartbroken. Don't sell me a falsehood that you give a shit. Cowards.

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[LookingOverTheEdge]

The catch 22 I think, is that the best things in this life come from our relationships with other people. But people actually worth opening up to are so very hard to find. It's a really hard thing

 

[Rational man]

Thanks everyone. I think betrayal is difficult to deal with. For me anyhow, i never did connect with anyone afterwards. Now im ill, its not happening.❤

 

[lost&lonely]

I get your pain, I haven't had much luck in relationships. My last major breakdown was caused when I girl I had been seeing for 5 years asked me to move to her country with the intention of getting engaged. I had been visiting her 4 times a year and she 3 times.
when she told me to move I quit my job and got everything sorted out. She knew about my struggles with my mental health, I never withheld anything from her, and she always told me it wasn't an issue.
So I arrived at Heathrow and after I checked in and my suitcase was taken away I thought I'd give her a quick call to tell her what time I should be landing. On that phone call she told me she didn't want me to to anymore and that she had met someone else - turned out it was the brother of her house mate. I was heartbroken and not only the indignity of finding out in such a manner but also the hassle of having the airline remove my suitcase of the plane. I caught the bus back home and just withdrew myself from everything.
I haven't trusted anyone else since.

 

[jamie_]

I get your pain, I haven't had much luck in relationships. My last major breakdown was caused when I girl I had been seeing for 5 years asked me to move to her country with the intention of getting engaged. I had been visiting her 4 times a year and she 3 times.
when she told me to move I quit my job and got everything sorted out. She knew about my struggles with my mental health, I never withheld anything from her, and she always told me it wasn't an issue.
So I arrived at Heathrow and after I checked in and my suitcase was taken away I thought I'd give her a quick call to tell her what time I should be landing. On that phone call she told me she didn't want me to to anymore and that she had met someone else - turned out it was the brother of her house mate. I was heartbroken and not only the indignity of finding out in such a manner but also the hassle of having the airline remove my suitcase of the plane. I caught the bus back home and just withdrew myself from everything.
I haven't trusted anyone else since.

Scary how people can switch up from one extreme to another at a second's notice. I'd never be comfortable in any relationship again when the reality is that they could just leave you at any moment no matter what is done, said, or proposed. You will never truly know whether they love you or just love having you as a boyfriend/girlfriend and you are equal to a placeholder completely disposable. Feels like being stabbed in the stomach whenever I just think about it never mind live through it.