Painless ways to CBT?

[gum]

I am really afraid of pain, I know it's sad, but it's the truth. Thay and to some extent paranoia is the only thing stopping me from committing. But I'm finally at the end of my rope, so I'm looking for advice. I'm looking for relatively painless ways of doing it, I also wouldn't mind something that takes a bit longer, I want to ease into it. Relax and pass away. I don't know if there is anything like that but I'll also take quick and painless too.

Also if anyone has any advice on how to prepare for death, id appreciate it. I've been told sometimes people meditate or sleep, but I'm unsure.

 

[dolemitedrums]

I'm still looking for the magical Nembutal vending machine...better for me and better for everyone else too.