So it is 1year ago today that my mother passed from cancer, and when my SN arrives in the next few days I will join her. It doesn't feel like a year. I saw my sister today and I think that's the last time I will see her. She doesn't know that. All that's left is to wait for SN to arrive and not be a chickenshit when it does. Just drunk it and depart this cruel world. Is anyone else planning to ctb soon? In the next week or two?
This will be the fourth year for me that my passed from cancer. Everyday has been a battle and I just want it all to end, so that I can see her again. I'm so sorry that you lost your mother. I wish you peace from this cruel place
locked*n*loaded
Archangel
- Apr 15, 2022
- 9,282
Sorry you lost your mother. I lost mine almost two years ago. I know how much it hurts. I'm unable to ctb in the near future, as I need to get some more of my affairs in order, but that's what I'm working toward. Hopefully, not that much longer.
TydalWave
Brutally Self-Aware
- Sep 20, 2022
- 436
I am just waiting on my meto to arrive and I will most likely be out in the next week or two.
Shit has continued to get worse and worse which is only validating my need to escape. Unfortunately the SI is kicking into full gear and I am scared to death. Literally.
Shit has continued to get worse and worse which is only validating my need to escape. Unfortunately the SI is kicking into full gear and I am scared to death. Literally.
