On a scale of 1 to 10, rate your suicidal feelings today

[eashanm]

I feel pretty Contented today. I feel that if I had other things ready, I'd do CTB today only.

So, my feelings for suicide are a 10/10

 

[drownll]

8
It really depends, half of the days i'm like 5, the other half i'm 8 and rarely i'm 10.
During those 10 days it feels like i'm in hell, and if i could have a reliable ctb method on hand i'd do it immediately.

 

[Darkover]

i feel not to bad today a little discomfort tho my thoughts of dying is strong but not to frequent i'd rate it 2 out of 10 but if i had N i would drink it right now

 

[Praestat_Mori]

afaik there is a thread about this topic already:

Rate your suicidal thoughts thread (1-10)

1 is very low suicidality, 10 is very extreme acute suicidality. I miss the old thread (which is deleted) that is way I want to revive him. My suicidal thoughts today are a 4. I have some distractions and responsibilities which prevent more of these thoughts.

www.sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[QueerMelancholy]

Currently a 7, but if I had a reliable way to CTB I'd be a 12.

 

[アホペンギン]

I feel pretty Contented today. I feel that if I had other things ready, I'd do CTB today only.

So, my feelings for suicide are a 10/10

Probably an 8/10 or 9/10. The first thought of the day for me is ctb and it stays with me for the rest of the day until i fall asleep. Its a never ending cycle. Also, my suicidal feelings are higher at the moment because i'm self sabotaging myself by being on SaSu.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm not sure if the thread is measuring how desperate one is to die or how frequently they are thinking of suicide, but if it's the second then likely 10, at least that way to me as I'm always wishing for eternal sleep. I don't really see existing as being desirable at all, it's futile, tiring and burdensome, I dread to think of what lies ahead.

 

[shantyizlit]

2 and I think at a max it's ever at 5.. that's my only worry about ctb maybe I will just not be motivated enough to do it when the time comes.
I've just made the logical decision to end my life, but all of the feelings and emotions aren't following through.

 

[BGooG]

10. Todays a bad day for many reasons. First time I've been on this site in months.

 

[letmegetout]

9

 

[jemetire]

a solid 8

 

[ncmxm]

9

 

[TDF]

10, sliding to a 8 in the evening, back to 10 at night

 

[𖣂𖣂𖣂.]

As for today 8-9. But most of the time 7. I'm scared to do it myself. But if someone did it to me I feel like I would accept it.

 

[MusicGuy]

Right now somewhere in a 5-7, as for today it varied widely between 2 and 9, no specific reason

 

[deletednumber]

10 i feel i can't do it anymore at living

 

[funeralcat]

7 Maybe? I feel like my life lacks purpose and I fail at everything miserably

 

[アホペンギン]

Found this thread again so i'll comment again, currently my suicidal feelings are a 9. My SN will arrive very soon and I'm looking forward to finally being relieved from this dreadful existence.

 

[Henryk]

10, I lived the worst possible weekend and now I want to kill myself at all costs

 

[Majestatea Masiva]

I consider 10 actualyl having killed myself, so Im at a 9 level of "god i hate this, why cant I die?". Real evil has love for a face

 

[lastwords.com]

Definitely a 10 right now

 

[Borderline]

11

 

[aGoodDayToDie]

2. I wouldn't mind being gone but I'm not thinking about suicide really

 

[julysilentwoods]

9

 

[totalselfhatred]

7 i guess