Officially homeless. Tonight is the night

[fadedghost]

Yeah ended up booking a room. There's a social worker that really insisted on me finding a place to sleep tonight. Went through with one of the bookings she suggested

I'm not certain what it is. It might be like an air BNB? It'd be sick for me to ctb there. I'm starting to regret booking it honestly.

Oh well at least I'll have a few hours of peace and warmth

I hope you have enough for a gym membership still. Library card + library with computers + homeless shelter + gym to easily shower = ability to find a job if you're able to work. It still sucks, all of it sucks. If you don't have enough for a gym membership, some charity places have showers for unhoused people, it's just harder to deal with. Hope you are alright. Poverty is awful.

If you are homeless and don't know many people, you could also just go to a city that spends a lot to fight homelessness. They may be more able to help and it may be easier to find work in a big city. Sorry everything sucks so much.

 

[meddle]

hey, buddy, how was your day?

 

[Exhausted546]

hey, buddy, how was your day?

Hey, it was nice to be in a cozy room while it was cold and raining heavily outside. However last night made me realize that housing alone won't fix me , which just made me want to ctb ASAP.

Altered between enjoying the warmth and thinking about how cooked I am. Anyway I woke up , few calls with social workers to see if there were some available beds in homeless shelters

A big part of me felt like it'd be better to just wait nightime,fix the FSH setup & ctb.

Spent the day at my university's library, I completely look homeless so id make sure to open my laptop and open class notes to ward off suspicions from security. (I do have my student card though)

Decided to get an haircut for 2 reason.
1. I'd look less homeless.
2. If I do ctb and I get a open casket funeral , at least I'll look somewhat good.

I hope you have enough for a gym membership still. Library card + library with computers + homeless shelter + gym to easily shower = ability to find a job if you're able to work. It still sucks, all of it sucks. If you don't have enough for a gym membership, some charity places have showers for unhoused people, it's just harder to deal with. Hope you are alright. Poverty is awful.

If you are homeless and don't know many people, you could also just go to a city that spends a lot to fight homelessness. They may be more able to help and it may be easier to find work in a big city. Sorry everything sucks so much.

I truly appreciate the advice!

 

[meddle]

Hey, it was nice to be in a cozy room while it was cold and raining heavily outside. However last night made me realize that housing alone won't fix me , which just made me want to ctb ASAP.

Altered between enjoying the warmth and thinking about how cooked I am. Anyway I woke up , few calls with social workers to see if there were some available beds in homeless shelters

A big part of me felt like it'd be better to just wait nightime,fix the FSH setup & ctb.

Spent the day at my university's library, I completely look homeless so id make sure to open my laptop and open class notes to ward off suspicions from security. (I do have my student card though)

Decided to get an haircut for 2 reason.
1. I'd look less homeless.
2. If I do ctb and I get a open casket funeral , at least I'll look somewhat good.

why housing alone wont fix you? whats other problems? sorry to hear that. still hoping that you will change your mind... but you really are in tough situation, idk what would i do. dont you have friends or relatives, which can help?