OD

[bruised_reed]

I'm having the worst day of my life and I'm ready to be done with everything. Sorry for multiple posts. I just need some support.

I'm combining propranolol, doxazosin, hydroxyzine, and tizanidine. I hope this does me in. I figure since all of these have an effect on the CNS, it should be enough.

RIP me hopefully?

 

[youremy]

Hey pal, don't make a rash decision that could rid you of your agency if you mess up.

Have you considered whether this will actually do you in? Or are you acting on impulse?

 

[bruised_reed]

I just took them.

 

[Heavy_Metals117]

I did something similar last month. Took a bunch of drugs that affected the CNS. Got found and woke up in a hospital. You have to make sure you won't be found for hours at least and maybe put a bag over your head to make sure you don't wake up.

 

[popbob]

I just took them.

how much of each did you take?

wish you well

 

[bruised_reed]

I did something similar last month. Took a bunch of drugs that affected the CNS. Got found and woke up in a hospital. You have to make sure you won't be found for hours at least and maybe put a bag over your head to make sure you don't wake up.

I live alone and don't have neighbors. I put up a sign on my bedroom door to call 911 though because my parents visit occasionally.
Starting to feel very weak

 

[Heavy_Metals117]

I live alone and don't have neighbors. I put up a sign on my bedroom door to call 911 though because my parents visit occasionally.
Starting to feel very weak

The I wish you luck in your endeavor to whatever comes after. Sleep well and peacfully

 

[l1ablemistakes]

I was under the impression that OD was considered a non-method, but I haven't seen much about polypharmacy OD. Considering you've already taken them, I hope things go okay for you… how are you feeling?
Sending love and hugs

 

[volo]

Wishing you peace and to be free of suffering you've endured…

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find freedom from suffering.

 

[Eriktf]

I was under the impression that OD was considered a non-method, but I haven't seen much about polypharmacy OD. Considering you've already taken them, I hope things go okay for you… how are you feeling?
Sending love and hugs

Od is unreliable but people die from it everyday day.


To OP, I wish you peace

 

[bruised_reed]

Update:

I woke up the next morning in a hospital bed. FML

I'm very upset that I didn't die.

 

[youremy]

How are you feeling? Are you getting sent to a ward?

Would you want to share dosage and effects for anyone considering this in the future?

 

[volo]

Omg. It sounds like somebody found you… I hope you're physically ok…

 

[isthisthingon]

Update:

I woke up the next morning in a hospital bed. FML

I'm very upset that I didn't die.

What was the experience like from taking the pills to being awake in the hospital? Did someone find you?

 

[bruised_reed]

I managed to skip the psych ward this time. I never disclosed how much I took and I never admitted suicidal thoughts. I don't remember much though so I'm not sure how I managed that.

I do remember being in the ambulance and having a machine on my chest that felt like someone was beating me with a hammer. That was incredibly painful.

I still lose part of my hearing if I stand up too long. They are sending me home tomorrow so I'll be trying the charcoal method again either tomorrow or the next evening.

I thought by combining the doxazosin and the propranolol, it would have been enough. I should have taken the doxipen too. I'm fairly certain combining those three would have taken me out.