Story Notes I have written

[First loss]

I just finished writing notes. Take a look at them and please tell me what you think.

To my parents:

Mother and father

Yes. I killed myself. Maybe one of you found the body. I don't know

I don't blame you, so please don't blame yourselves.

I didn't make this decision impulsively. It is the result of a lot of thinking, overthinking and testing.

I am not sure that I want to tell you everything, but shortened down it all comes to this:

I didn't want to live a life like this anymore.​

I realize I haven't met your expectations and that I disappointed you multiple times.

From you, I'd ask that you raise my brother better then me and that you take his opinions, feelings and needs more than you have taken mine.

I'd also ask from you not to make my funeral a religious one. I want a simple one. If it is possible, I want the word "nevermore" to be engraved on my tomb.

That's about it .Thanks for reading. Goodbye.

This is one of the many I have written. I have some for my friends, my little brother (he's supposed to get it when he's older) and mine grandfather. Ask If you want to see them.

 

[Menschenfeind]

Sounds good. But in my opinion these lines contradict each other:

I don't blame you, so please don't blame yourselves.

From you, I'd ask that you raise my brother better then me and that you take his opinions, feelings and needs more than you have taken mine.

I can´t tell about your situation, just a thought.

 

[TAW122]

I like this note, it is concise and to the point, not too verbose at all. It also absolves them of guilt and also expresses your wishes after you pass.