Note your level of mental distress now

[Defenestration]

5

 

[nitrogenous]

9.5 out of 10. At the emergency now, which is a fair call given I was going to commit otherwise… or at least very tempted to do so because all I could think of is to just die… I see no future anymore, I'm tired and done with life.

 

[BlueMist96]

6/10

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[nihacc]

Around 5/10. My chosen method of shotgun mouthwash has become almost unavailable to me, and now I'm starting to consider other methods and possible outcomes of out necessity.

Yesterday was easily an 8/10. That was the day I went to the gun store and was unable to purchase a firearm, even though I had been gathering all the required documents for months. They couldn't sell due to reasons completely out of my control. It only got worse when I was talking to my friend about it and he said that if I was really suicidal, I would've done something already. ????? As if i haven't been trying for months to obtain my preferred method, and he tells me this???? I felt extremely invalidated, but it's pushing me to want to attempt sooner with a different method. He said he didn't mean it that way but it still stung.

 

[witchcraft]

I'm honestly not sure. Very drunk right now, so not the most stable.

Tonight has become one of those nights in which the only way I'm getting to bed is if I pass the fuck out. So I don't know what "level" that would be, but probably a 7... except that the alcohol is nerfing it to a "pseudo 5" if that makes sense.

 

[Cepheuss]

Yesterday was a 10/10 right now i just feel heavy so probably a 4/10

 

[Defenestration]

8/10 marc i miss you

 

[taker_of_insulin]

10. My life has fallen apart. I'm trying to find the guts to end it. SI is a bitch

 

[Defenestration]

6/10

 

[Leidensgenosse]

7/10. Higher than usual this week due to work and financial stress, an upcoming move, persistent dental pain over the past week that I probably won't be able to afford to fix. Sister made another attempt to CTB this week. Honestly it'd probably be higher if not for the gabapentin.

 

[failtoimagine]

8/10

 

[gardenoflonely]

9/10 i'm doing everything but ctb rn. this has so hard waiting everyday

 

[E4syW3y0u7]

8/10. The sun rises again, i'm still here.
I don't want to live that day, hear all those screams, and deal with my anguish, guily and remorses.

If i'm brave enough, i'll go buy a bottle of whisky to black out and hopefully get a dreamless sleep. But i'm a coward so i'll just pace endlessly in my room, scratch my face, punch my jaw and scream without a noise...

 

[iheartethanpage]

Every day at school I'm under immense stress because everyone is out to get me. Although when I'm at home that stress doesn't disappear but it definitely falters to like an 8 on a 10 point scale. It seems like every minuscule thing I do requires immense concentration or else I fail miserably or embarrass myself. I can't even go out in public due to this.

 

[AnxiousLife]

8, anxious, depressed, might not have a place to live in soon, no friends, just idk what to do

 

[franos666]

8/10 I've been having bad mood since morning and I've just cut myself but soon I am going to my friends to watch football match and drink some alcohol so I will have to pretend to be somewhat normal guy around them lol

 

[nesquik]

8/10 I've been having bad mood since morning and I've just cut myself but soon I am going to my friends to watch football match and drink some alcohol so I will have to pretend to be somewhat normal guy around them lol

I'm unsure how to respond- but I hope you has fun <3 be yourself mistaah!
4, paranoid, and I met this 92 year old woman the other day, she was sweet enough but made me realize it all ends in pain and death so it's tumbling on my mind.

 

[notreallybored]

ב''ה, what asshole let Catholics exist, pray for plagues, take already shitty healthcare away from everyone in USA, and then beg for spare organs?

This is disgusting on a spiritual level, especially with the 'can't use stem cells or computers' thing.

Edit: Keep in mind the Church financially supported the bombing of the research center in Israel actually working on those sort of bloodless cures. Rare to be able to say something is absolutely evil, but wow.

 

[enne]

73

 

[Defenestration]

4

 

[Defenestration]

4

 

[Defenestration]

7 because anxiety of all

 

[voc_89]

7 atm. However I highly doubt i willl CTB now and maybe next 3 days

 

[Defenestration]

The problem is that as soon as an event that makes us anxious is resolved and we feel calm, another one arrives 2 or 3 days later, and it's been like this endlessly for many years.

 

[troubled_puppet]

it keeps drifting from 2/10 to 5/10.

im snapping at family. im hiding and trying not to cry too loud. i just woke up late today, nothing bad happened. so i dunno why it feels like a mess today.

 

[itsgone2]

10
Life is not good. It isn't fun at all. Not even close. Why must we endure it?
No, we don't have to. Something horrific to end it. A punch in the face on the way out.

 

[iwkmsssb]

5/10

feeling of dread comes in waves and sometimes i can handle it, sometimes not

 

[Spite]

9/10. I feel like I'm so close to ending it all. I just about can't take this existence anymore.

 

[Defenestration]

4

 

[Defenestration]

about 4