Man, I have been looking for a way out forever now. Tried to hang myself, but that didn't work. It hurt too much. Gun option didn't work either, that process was a hassle. I just ordered a shit load of Midazolam. 25mg of pills and 5mg oral syrup. If I have it my way, I will have an additional 80 mg of pills as well. I had Verette through an IV when I was getting a procedure done, and it was the best sleep of my life. In America, they don't prescribe it outside of a hospital setting. So I'm hoping that I can catch the bus this way since it causes you to knock out and have amnesia and hopefully respiratory distress. Not sure if anyone else has tried this, but if you have, I would love to hear it. I will probably have a glass or two of wine while I take these medication's to top it off.It'll take some time for it to arrive so I'm still looking at another two weeks I think.
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WhyMe123
Over it
- May 22, 2026
- 32
I'm also curious why the gun option didn't work cuz that's a pretty 'up there' method in terms of reliability..
The federal check takes forever and I didn't have the patience for it
WhyMe123
Over it
- May 22, 2026
- 32
Ahh gotcha thank you!
I'm personally researching GHB as a method - have you considered it?
Actually, I just read about it. It seems interesting and I think I'll tack that on with Midazolam. I just ordered 20ml of GHB
WhyMe123
Over it
- May 22, 2026
- 32
& I just read up on Midazolam. Seems like the 2 together would def be lethal.
I wish I could get some Midazolam..
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