Note your level of mental distress now

[NonEssential]

2/10
I've been kinda chill recently, maybe a calm before the storm thing. Time will tell.

 

[No_Body]

Note your level of mental distress each day.

now: 8/10

You can explain or just give /10

9/10

ruminating none stop about ctb
anxiety about failing ctb

 

[Defenestration]

9,5/10 i was in relationship with someone for 3 weeks and he left me.as long as someone with borderline personnalité discorde is abdandoned, its terrible.

 

[nitrogenous]

It was definitely a 9.5/10 two days ago, but then it has weirdly decreased to maybe a 4/10 now, after taking steps towards my next attempt (ordering the method). Perhaps, it's the peace knowing I'll be able to do it, perhaps it's just past the urge... who knows...

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

Like an 8. I've been pretty open about my thoughts and my parents are begging me not to ctb. Luckily I have no health insurance so they know putting me in retard jail would cost a fortune. I just have a very hard time functioning. I spend a solid 3 hours awake in bed between 4 and 7am. At least the trazodone dreams are interesting.

Stopped taking Abilify. That shit makes me feel BAD. Idc about weaning, I'm sure it was a small dose anyway, but whatever that does I do NOT need it.

 

[TheUncommon]

9/10, I've not made anything more than $30 since August

 

[Vexadin]

7/10

 

[Exhausted546]

7/10. Trying to summon the courage to get my rope in my backpack and walk in the woods tonight

 

[Hotsackage]

to hell with it

 

[outrider567]

9/10 always