Venting Not feeling loved

[NEVberten]

I don't know if I'm being whiny but I haven't been feeling loved or cared for, part of me is really happy about it. Makes it easier to leave and not having any guilt. But I also crave being cared for, it's not a big part of me but the feelings there.
I 'tested"out if ppl would reach out if I posed a blurry picture of me bleeding out and I was right that no one cared.
I do regret posting that, was childish behavior on my part. Making me feel even worse.

 

[lomorbu]

I've done something like this before. People look at probably 100+ pictures a day now. Lucky for us this means people will forget about what they saw sooner than later because they are already consuming the next thing.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I feel this. I haven't even one person in this world who loves me anymore because all my family has died. I don't even love myself haha. Kinda surreal feeling really.

 

[okuhvtuji]

There are many lonely ppl. Even successful ppl with friends and family can be lonely. I think it's preferable to feel lonely when alone, instead of feeling lonely while being surrounded by fake friends.

 

[F@#$]

Love is a lie
People are shit

 

[NEVberten]

There are many lonely ppl. Even successful ppl with friends and family can be lonely. I think it's preferable to feel lonely when alone, instead of feeling lonely while being surrounded by fake friends.

I 100% agree with feeling lonely when ur alone than feeling alone while having friends and family,, that feeling just sucks

 

[okuhvtuji]

I 100% agree with feeling lonely when ur alone than feeling alone while having friends and family,, that feeling just sucks

It still sucks that you have to feel lonely, but it makes me feel less lonely to know.that other people are lonely too as if I'm not an outcast.