I'm very concerned because I'm disabled myself with a rare disease nobody can cure. I know what is constant pain, stress, isolation, no hope... I take sleeping pills too (and valium) but I try to reduce them because I know the consequences of long term use. But the doctors cannot understand. You know, I've found 2 diseases because of googling, and then officially diagnosed !... So I was right, it was not "just in my head" ! Why not ask to AI with writing your symptoms ? I'm sure your disease or syndrome has a name, and it could be healed (I hope so). I worked for 14 years in a hospital and I met a lot of doctors, and I can say a lot of them worry more about their Porsche instead of their patients... Sad but true... Sorry for my bad english, I hope you understand my words.