Venting I can't take it anymore

[logar]

I've cried so many damn times in this past week because I'm just so fucking miserable. I can't even stand to stay in this house anymore or even hear any of my parents voices. I can't stand it at all. I get scared, irritated, sad, every terrible feeling just by hearing their voice. Every time I cry they just insult and yell at me even more, and it just makes me so much more depressed. Even every slightly bad thing that occurs just makes me spiral more and more. I feel so fucking weak and worthless for not being able to handle the pain. I'm genuinely at the point of no return. Everyone (including myself) hates me and wouldn't give a shit if I just CTB. I can't deal with this horrible pain any longer, I need to kill myself so badly. Why does it have to be like this man? Why me?

 

[Forever Sleep]

You're not weak for feeling unhappy in that situation. I imagine most people would feel that way.