Need a rant going to ctb soon

[starsshinningbright]

I failed at everything, i need to ctb soon, i failed as a friend, sibling, daughter, everything. I just cant do it anymore. im tired it hurts and i just cant anymore, i needed to get help long ago but because of my situation. i grew up in a home where i was abused in all ways and sa'ed by my own sister, ive never felt love and its just time, ive wheighed out the outcome and its looking promising. its time to do it, the stuff is being delivered

 

[NihilDoll]

Terribly sorry to hear what you had to go through and i'll spare you the platitudes you probably have heard a million times by now.
I hope that everything turns out well for you, whatever that may mean.

 

[starsshinningbright]

Terribly sorry to hear what you had to go through and i'll spare you the platitudes you probably have heard a million times by now.
I hope that everything turns out well for you, whatever that may mean.

yeah its time to catch the bus, will do it tomorrow or saturday