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Saponification

Saponification

A piece of nothing
Jun 27, 2024
177
Welp. Mom found my SN and threw it away. I guess I wasn't discrete enough 😬. However, this doesn't really affect me, as I was not planning to use it anytime soon and I can just buy some more later. SN is pretty easy to get in my country.

She was obviously very sad to find out I'm planning to CTB, to the point that she said she'd rather die with me.

Now I don't know what to do. I feel bad for her, but at the same time I feel like I've the right to take my own life without being guilt-tripped.
 
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kuchenn1238

kuchenn1238

Draw a dog
Oct 2, 2023
46
if mom said she'd rather die with me my heart would pour out of my chest, life's so cruel
 
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ladylazarus4

exhausted
May 12, 2024
275
I'm sorry that happened. To be honest, addressing your last sentence, I think there's a middle ground. I don't think your mom was guilt tripping you, per se, just expressing deep sadness and that's inevitable. AND I do think you should have the right to decide what to do with your own life.
 
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esistzeit

INFINITY
Jul 17, 2024
118
I divided my SN into 3 and buried it in different locations. Kinda like what Voldemort did to his soul 🐍...
 
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