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FinalDestination

Here lies my hopes and dreams
Mar 10, 2020
202
Hope you are well, I'm also hoping to leave soon with sn ❤️‍🩹
 
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sla_porra22

I HATE MOSQUITOES
Nov 5, 2024
51
I'm planning to CTB on January 23 using SN, without antiemetics.

The time of my CTB may be delayed by 2-3 hours, it depends when my family goes to sleep.

Timezone GMT+1


My Protocol:

January 23, 12:00 AM: Stop Eating
January 23, 11:00 PM: Stop Drinking
January 24, 12:15 AM: Take 600mg of Ibuprofen (without water)
January 24, 12:50 AM: Prepare 3 glasses of 25mg SN, mixed with 80ml water
January 24, 01:00 AM: Drink 1 glass of SN, lay down in bed with music


I'm pretty confident. I haven't vomited in years even after eating disgusting things, but it may be different with SN. That's why I'm going to prepare 3 glasses instead of 2.
I think having a positive mindset plays a big role, but I'm not an expert.
That sounds good, bro. Good luck
 
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nitrogenous

nitrogenous

Just wanna break free of all suffering
Dec 26, 2025
117
Hope you're still doing well. I'm still contemplating myself. 🤍
 
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TomIsNotMyName

Existence is suffering
May 3, 2023
103
How would we REALLY know especially if they were successful in CTB? I'm not disagreeing with you... My method of choice is sn if I could figure out how and where to buy it.
I didn't feel any pain at all when I tried it, except for a headache that I got after
 
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bellyofthewhale

Member
Feb 4, 2026
8
Hope you're doing okay. wishing you the best
 
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egyptian_baddie

Member
Feb 6, 2026
46
I hope you are okay
 
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IsolatedChaos

IsolatedChaos

Member
Dec 25, 2024
58
I appreciate you sharing. You deserve the best ❤️
 
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searchingforpeace

Experienced
Nov 26, 2022
259
I don't understand what happened to OP?
 
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Boardinboy101

Member
Dec 28, 2025
66
Hope you're doing good!
 
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darkandtwisty

darkandtwisty

Student
Jul 10, 2024
145
I hope you are doing well
 
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asleepordead?

asleepordead?

Member
Sep 24, 2023
15
if only it were easier. hope you are well <3
 
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hastolith

hastolith

Life suck, so I might as well end it
Feb 15, 2026
6
Do not be ashamed to back out, it's completely normal. Take time to make peace with CTB it's not going anywhere
 
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TomIsNotMyName

Existence is suffering
May 3, 2023
103
Do you know how long SN can be stored after opening? I put it into 2 zipper bags
I bought 2 more containers of SN, so the anxiety of having to CTB as soon as possible is now gone. Now I can live my life free of anxiety, knowing that I can CTB any time, even years in the future
 

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