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denali

denali

Professional Idiot
Jan 24, 2026
9
I can't get myself to drink it.... FUCK.. I'll abort..
Hope your feeling better. Sending Love and Prayers. no one should go through with this if their not 110% sure and you being even a little hesitant is a sign to not go through with it.
 
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sanctionedusage

sanctioned sausage
Sep 17, 2025
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I imagine it being like my motion sickness on steroids which is scary, but I don't think there's really other semi-accessible method that has a similar success rate...
my methods of choice always comes back to hanging. SN is insane tbh
 
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xlostie

А мы не ангелы, парень.
Aug 20, 2023
18
It's okay to abort if u feel unsure. I hope u don't feel ashamed of it, it's totally fine. Extend yourself a little grace <3
 
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Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
603
When it's not in an airtight container. Years in one.
Mine came with expiry date of 2029 and I bought it in the summer of 2025. It can last even past that date if the container is never opened.
 
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TomIsNotMyName

Existence is suffering
May 3, 2023
66
I feel better about drinking the SN now. I'm relatively convinced that it's painless. I might try again tonight or maybe in a few days, I'm not sure yet. In any case I'll keep you updated. Maybe I'll even live update while taking it
 
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Mackerel

New Member
Jan 27, 2026
3
I'm planning to CTB on January 23 using SN, without antiemetics.

The time of my CTB may be delayed by 2-3 hours, it depends when my family goes to sleep.

Timezone GMT+1


My Protocol:

January 23, 12:00 AM: Stop Eating
January 23, 11:00 PM: Stop Drinking
January 24, 12:15 AM: Take 600mg of Ibuprofen (without water)
January 24, 12:50 AM: Prepare 3 glasses of 25mg SN, mixed with 80ml water
January 24, 01:00 AM: Drink 1 glass of SN, lay down in bed with music


I'm pretty confident. I haven't vomited in years even after eating disgusting things, but it may be different with SN. That's why I'm going to prepare 3 glasses instead of 2.
I think having a positive mindset plays a big role, but I'm not an expert.
I wish you the best and have forever peace,
Sorry for asking these questions but am I supposed to drink the SN? So just put it in water and mix it? How do yall take it? How does it feel like, how long does it take for the effects to kick in?
 
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TomIsNotMyName

Existence is suffering
May 3, 2023
66
I wish you the best and have forever peace,
Sorry for asking these questions but am I supposed to drink the SN? So just put it in water and mix it? How do yall take it? How does it feel like, how long does it take for the effects to kick in?
Yes mix the 25g in water and drink in when dissolved. You should check out the SN Bible: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-method-comprehensive-guide-sn-method.121672/





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UgLy DuCkLiNg

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Jan 26, 2026
1
I'm a new member here and just want to say I wish you well. I'm also considering SN as my CTB method. Hopefully I can obtain everything needed.
 
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