my mom found my pills

[bluegodism]

in fact, I don't plan on killing myself with pills anymore. despite this, my mother found it still worrying.

as I expected, my grandmother found my medicines in my backpack and my mother came to ask me what it is for... I said it was for pain and that I hadn't taken all 5 on the same day and she confiscated them..

my biggest problem now is "where to hide things for my exit". I want to die, I really do, and I don't want anything to get in my way. I'll probably keep it in a drawer that my grandmother avoids touching, but I'm still unsure. I REALLY need it to work.

 

[FuneralCry]

From what I'm aware overdosing on pills doesn't sound like the most reliable method anyway, sadly it's just not straightforward to die on our own terms, it's cruel how other people wish to purposely make suicide as difficult as possible. But anyway best wishes.

 

[Iwillhavepeace]

where did you hide them?
probably you didn't do a good enough job hiding them, I know I didn't
I put my SN in a place that noone should care for