Venting My last day

[msnfjekxn]

Today is the day Ill hopefully ctb by using KN. Ive already started fasting, the only thing that might be an impediment to my plan is if the person I live with doesnt go out tonight as they usually do.

I am truly grateful towards all of the people on this forum, firstly the people that redearched methods and made them accessible. If it werent for them, I wouldve most likely resorted to a very violent or non lethal method. Aditionally, I want to say that I havent recieved such kindness and compassiom from other people in such a long time. Im truly thankful towards all of you.

Goodbye, everyone

 

[bakenohana]

i hope you find peace sorry things turned out this way, have a safe journey, I hope its as painless and peaceful as possible.

 

[raemysteryO]

Have a swift journey~ Hope you find peace that you deserve

 

[Alexandra_]

Good luck to you, friend
I also dream of peace, it is unbearable to be in this world any longer, for me there is only suffering here

 

[darksouls]

good luck, I hope you find peace

 

[itsgone2]

Good luck. I hope to find your resolve soon.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find peace from suffering.

 

[Le temps perdu]

I hope you find peace and relief.
Good luck.

 

[meddle]

good luck, buddy. is kn as peaseful as sn? it would be very helpful if you could post updates on how you feel

 

[msnfjekxn]

good luck, buddy. is kn as peaseful as sn? it would be very helpful if you could post updates on how you feel

Thank you. From what I read, its practically the same identical thing since they both cause the same thing, methemoglobinemia. The only difference being that you need a few more grams of KN since the weight of the Potassium mol is lighter than the one of the Sodium one, I think.

I would post the symptoms, but Im already not feeling that great due to the fasting and I also just want it to be over as soon as possible, so after ingesting the KN, Ill just listen to music really loud in my headphones until Im finally gone.

 

[HopelessScientist]

Take care <3

 

[meddle]

Thank you. From what I read, its practically the same identical thing since they both cause the same thing, methemoglobinemia. The only difference being that you need a few more grams of KN since the weight of the Potassium mol is lighter than the one of the Sodium one, I think.

I would post the symptoms, but Im already not feeling that great due to the fasting and I also just want it to be over as soon as possible, so after ingesting the KN, Ill just listen to music really loud in my headphones until Im finally gone.

of course you dont have to post if you dont want to! hope that everything will be smooth and peaceful. and that you dont feel alone