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Sasel

Sasel

I'm not here
Jul 1, 2022
45
End

?? ??, 2023

After almost 22 years alive, I decided to end my life.



There are several reasons, but mainly due to the exhaustion that comes with having a project the size of my life running 24/7.



My life is currently at its worst, with more than 2 million monthly anxiety attacks, and 13 million daily negative thoughts. Honestly, I would never have believed that a project that I started when I was 0 years old could come to this, but I think that it is a stage that I have to conclude.



Although I went through a lot of experiences that made me grow a lot, today, at almost 23 years old, my motivations and goals are very different than when I started my life in 2001.



I want to thank you all for being a part of my life over the years, I hope you had a good time.



And lastly I would like to recommend everyone to learn kill themselves. When I started my life I had very little technical knowledge, most of it I learned along the way, and I am confident that anyone with the time and motivation can achieve the same or more. Some techniques they can get started with are: jump from 6th floor, bullet in the head, hanging, excess of enjoyment.



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