Venting My final week

[kazatte]

i see you around so often but i've never talked to you before; you seem like such a cool person. i wish you so much peace and love, this week and forever <3

oh also who is in your profile picture? i keep thinking it's lana del rey LMAO but i feel like i'm wrong

 

[traingirl]

i see you around so often but i've never talked to you before; you seem like such a cool person. i wish you so much peace and love, this week and forever <3

oh also who is in your profile picture? i keep thinking it's lana del rey LMAO but i feel like i'm wrong

Thank u so much also No ur right it's Lana from summertime sadness lol

 

[3FailedAttemptss]

I've seen you around a bit— you've helped make SaSu a comfortable place for me, much love >w<

Seriously, wishing you peace, however it may find you.

 

[Macedonian1987]

It's been a privilege reading your posts and getting to know your wonderful spirit through this forum. Your words have touched many of us, and I'm sending you all my deepest gratitude and peace.
I'm gonna ctb too in a year or two.

 

[unluckysadness]

The greatest people must always die young. And shitty people stay here and enjoy life...
Heaven will host another angel if it's your time to go. If you don't feel it's your time, it's not cowardice.
We're here for you. I wish you peace wathever you decide

 

[zixd]

I wish you to R.i.P

 

[woodlandcreature]

Just wanted to pop in again and wish you luck in whatever you decide. I'll be thinking of you this weekend. With love <3

 

[Vivissa]

Best of lucks.
i've trying jumping and failed, fear was stronger than me.

 

[traingirl]

Best of lucks.
i've trying jumping and failed, fear was stronger than me.

I reconsidered my method and I'm going to be doing firearm. I pick my gun up Friday. My SI was less strong and I even had fun handling the guns in the store. S&W 686 4" 357 magnum. Light trigger pull, long enough barrel, jacketed hollow point bullets.

 

[MissAbyss]

️ I wish you eternal peace girl 🕊

 

[TheCallOfTheStars]

Hope all goes well for you, wishing you the best of luck

 

[TheEmptyVoid]

Well, this is it. My final week (hopefully) on planet Earth. I'm nervous but I feel a sense of relief knowing that all my worries will soon be gone. I haven't been sleeping because of nervousness and excitement. I can't go to the psych ward so I have to make this count. I'm jumping off a bridge but I'm not disclosing the bridge in case there are any lurkers on here. Yes, I picked one of the most terrifying methods but at least I know I'll be dead. I don't have it in me to fight anymore or deal with the bullshit that this life brings. You can say goodbye or wish me luck. I'll still be active until next Saturday. Thank you all for being a place I could go to when I need judgement free support that my irl friends would take me to the psych ward for. Love you all Sasu fam.

I'm (maybe) killing myself in January 2026 to April 2026, somewhere in those months, by putting 99.999% pure N2 nitrogen (in gas form, NOT liquid) inside a big exit bag, and just putting it around my head with 49 liters of that gas and sealing it airtight around my head, and then zip tie my hands and legs so that I don't escape while unconscious so that I pass out very quickly like in 2 to 5 breaths since the urge to breathe is actually caused by co2 build up and not lack of oxygen, so my death will be painless, I don't need to use more nitrogen gas than that because it's pointless to use a constant flow of a lot of it when you literally need only 10 deep breaths of that gas, also the co2 build up in my blood while I'm unconscious will make it even more lethal because that's the classical suffocation, but the lack of oxygen first without co2 build up, happens so that I don't have to suffer the horrible urge to breathe feeling consciously before passing out, and after I pass out, co2 builds up significantly from re-inhaling my exhaled breath, which makes me feel air hunger, but it doesn't cause me to feel air hunger because I am unconscious. I'm tired with all this suffering, even my mother killed herself with helium tank connected to a plastic bag with a hose in the year 2014, that method is really rare in 2014.