Discussion My final days?

[Rainy_Cloud]

Today i realize im mentaly ready to go with it .i am convinced its down to few weeks not even months anymore.im considering it after this month.i told my bf as well and hes understanding and said he will support me either way i choose ,because he knows just being alive pains me alot .he said he is preparing it might happen but it would be unmoral to tel me not to do it.it gives me peace
I dont care for my family.
I wanna fight but health and all its chasing me and i cant do it anymore .
Any food ideas im not sure i can get hand on cemicals ,guns are illgal.

 

[FuneralCry]

It does sound really tiring having to suffer like that but I imagine it must be a relief having somebody else who is supportive of your decision. But anyway best wishes, I hope you eventually find what you search for.

 

[outrider567]

Today i realize im mentaly ready to go with it .i am convinced its down to few weeks not even months anymore.im considering it after this month.i told my bf as well and hes understanding and said he will support me either way i choose ,because he knows just being alive pains me alot .he said he is preparing it might happen but it would be unmoral to tel me not to do it.it gives me peace
I dont care for my family.
I wanna fight but health and all its chasing me and i cant do it anymore .
Any food ideas im not sure i can get hand on cemicals ,guns are illgal.

Sorry to hear that you are in so much physical pain, and that it is getting worse